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@tara I hope you feel better. I got a summer cold a few weeks ago and it was the worst! I pray you feel better or at least are able to do a quick dance on O day.

@athena, I hope it's not AF, maybe you have your dates wrong and it's implant spotting instead.

@holly

AFM: 4DPO and sore nips which from everything I read means progesterone is up after O. I haven't had that before so I am hoping it is a positive sign.

Update...my family guilted me into going to urgent care. The dr was rude to me and dh . Finally had to beg her to check for influenza. Surprisingly I was negative for strep and flu, so I just have a really bad virus. Should be better by OV time!

@ athena- i'm sorry love. Are you going to call your dr tomorrow about clomid?

@ pisces- hoping it's a good sign. This fever has my boobs hurting. Freaks me out.

Nicky - hope it goes okay!

Tara - get feeling better so you can BD!

Athena - hope it's not AF.

Have had cramps on my left side but I have also been constipated :/ wait .wait .wait. @tara-feel better !!!! @phat - thanks :) @athena -hope its not af for you ! Just wanted to thank all the ladies on this forum for the support an laughs I have gotten since joining .if this pregnancy doesn't work out I think ill get te implanon and stop trying for at least three years .probobly for good .i know that sounds impossible .but I can't keep going through this .all the money on dr visits and pregnancy tests and all the worry to only be more worried ,and never have sex because it makes me bleed while pregnant , always fearing the inevitable .im just done .and I know it will hurt like hell .... But we have decided its our last try .whats the point in waiting to go throug this more ? I don't want to .this is It.so ill go pray that god will make it real strong and sticky .keeping all of you and your journeys in my prayers as well.im gonna try to call tomorrow and see if I can't come in , my cars messing up and my so is off tomorrow so I can use his .but ill end up having mine in the shop all week.im sure i could get there wed by some means ,but if my progesterone is low itll help to know sooner .ok ...I'm shutting up .nite ladies

Nicky first of all don't count yourself out because your baby is still there right now. I know you are worried if I were in your shoes I would probably be a wreck. Reading your story makes me feel bad for complaining about almost a year of ttc because you have been through so much. I'm sure you are in pain emotionally with all of this but is giving up what you want. Give your troubles to God and he will lead you the right way with your choices, pray pray pray. Even if you feel like God isn't helping I'm positive he has a plan. Also I was wondering would your insurance cover you going to an RE (reproductive endocrinologist) I feel like they could help you more than this dr you are seeing.

Afm I have a follow up appt on wed. That has been pushed backache few times now, and I'm going to ask about the Clomid then and getting dh tested and starting the whole process ASAP. I think I am out this cycle though af has not started, tests are still neg.

I'm terrified and the thought of ever having to go through another miscarriage is really discouraging .i will get the implanon for sure if this doesn't work out .and if In three years i can see a specialist ...maybe .this is just a really stressful thing .i know I want a baby .When I think of beig pregnant i see a big belly and lots of smiles and fun picking names and what not .unfortunantly its a nightmare for me .got tests today to see of hcg is rising .will know something tommorow .i know god has a plan .but sometimes I wonder if its not what I want ? Sorry to be so down and out . Hopefully ill get good news tommorow and an ultrasound scheduled for next week and I can breathe .

@ Athena -the only one close is the doctor who took care of my bestfriend .hes a nightmare

My temp has gotten up to 102.2 and I feel blah. On top of that, my opk today was quite dark. Not positive but very close. My cervix feels closed so I hope ovulation is still a few days away. But I may let dh 'rape' me tonight. I feel horrible so he's just gonna have to do it and get it over with.

@nicky- I'm looking forward to hearing your test results tomorrow. No matter what happens or what decision you make...we're 110% behind you!

@athena-

Thanks tara .ill update you tommorow about 12 pm .

Tara feel better.

Nicky praying for you and your little bean.

Afm I am not sure what is going on. No more blood just lots of cm.