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The only places you can volunteer here are like animal shelters or food kitchens ..and they are full of prisoners and community servicers .so I'll pass ! Gotta go relieve my stomach of the two crackers and a sip of water I had for breakfast .help! :/

yeah i feel crazy... better yet i know im crazy... i found myself sitting on the bathroom floor pulling a neg. pregnancy apart to see if i could see a line... it just COULDNT be neg.. but alas it was still neg. even in 3 pieces on the floor.. and i thought to myself, "i think i have reached an all time new low" i felt so pathetic sitting there prying the thing apar, praying that by some divine intervention it would turn positive if the air hit it.. WOW i think im in need of some help...

Taters - most of us have been there!

@nicky- yea morning sickness!!!!

@taters- you're not alone honey!!!!! We all pull the tests apart! ROFL! I did til I got the wondfo dipsticks and had nothing to pull apart LOL.

Taters - I've torn apart tests ,I've dipped them .dried them .and then dipped them again .ive seriously probably spent at least a whole 24 hours of my life trying to minipulate a test into being positive! Rough guess on cost of tests in the last tree years - 3000 dollars ! I know crazy !

As a friend of mine says ttc will make you cray-cray. :-)

I am really crazy. Apparently POASing is my hobby.

I was just compiling my receipts to submit for my Flexible Spending Account (FSA) to get reimbursed for my healthcare expenses. All of my items are OPKs and HPTs. Since January, I have spent $574.10! And that is only for the receipts that I can find.

I say this as I'm holding my urine so I can POAS again. I used my last FRER this morning and BFN, so I'm probably out this month. I'll POA Wondfo just for fun.

On the bright side, once AF comes I will be able start my new plan with my RE. Femara here we come!

Wow holly! I wish I had kept a tally. I know i've spent over $100 since we started... and that's on hpt/opks alone. Sorry you got a bfn but hopefully the femara does the trick. I tried it this month but the 5 mg wasnt strong enough so my dr added clomid to give em a boost. Praying you get beautiful 20mm follicles!!!

Checking in....2 more doses of clomid left. If my follies were 9mm on thursday and grow 2mm a day....then which train will get to the station first?
I'm looking at a wed or thurs OV but in case of faster maturity being that this is 2nd dose of meds in one cycle, I think I'll start opks again on monday.

Went to my inlaws for dinner last night. We had told them years ago that we'd start ttc after 3 yrs of marriage. Well wednesday is our 3yr anniversary! My MIL asked last night what anniversary it was (she knew!...she practically has a countdown calendar on the wall!). Dh said '3years'. She got all goofy and smiley. I wanted to throw up! Praying they dont say anything. I want to hear a baby's heartbeat before I come out of the infertility closet!
Hope everyone is having a great weekend!!!

Tara -I hate those awkward moments . Glad u get to try this month !!!! When I had to have my second d&c they made me sign a lot of paperwork about blood transfusions and who has my power of attorney ect .so I figured I would call my family .i was so scared I was going to die ! Well try calling your grandpa to tell him you have to have a surgery because you had a miscarriage .and then your dad.yeahhhh .....awkward.on a happier note -----the day after tomorrow (Tuesday ) at 9 am is my appointment .im freaking terrified .i had a dream last night I went to the bathroom and I was bleeding .ad I kept trying to pretend it wasn't there and i finally woke up and ran to the bathroom still u tears from my dream.this wait is killing me .Ill be 6weeks four days ...so I should see a heartbeat :/ I'm just so scared.im sweating typing this .i am going by myself on top of that.i am to scared to have anyone there and If the news is bad I want to be alone .df is to scared to go even if I would want him too.i never thought I would make it this far without any blood or cramps or something scary happening .thank you Jesus :) hope all of you are doing well .i seem to forget when ttc just how much more stressful this is .all I can think is I don't want to see another operating room in my life .