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@LSChrader hang in there girl, do not loose hope. I'm sure is just a shy little bean but everything is going to be good. I am very happy the nurse told you it can be either way, that means that your chances are still there. I'm praying for everything to go well and for you to get your baby miracle happening. Sending you lots of love!

@rebecca your feeling are totally normal, no shame sharing them with us. I believe that is the main reason we are all here to support and get support. I totally get how you feeling since sometimes I ask the same to myself. Sending you a big hug!

@miracle how everything is going. As always I keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

@zesty welcome to the forum. I think you will find here all the support and great friends to talk to. This ladies are amazing!! Keep the candle of hope light up and I wish you get to see very soon the BFP that you are looking for.

@pisces how are you?? Hope everything is going great for you

@sky so nice to hear from you!!

AFM, well yesterday I was an ocean of tears. I called my RE and they told me that they wanted to see me to discuss what to do next since having my period so late after a trigger shot was not a good sign and they tought I might be having cyst or something else so they instructed me to cancel the Femara and go today for a scan and talk. I was very scared, I really do not want to stop trying because every month we don't try is a month farther from getting our dream come true. I went today and they ask how my period was and a few more questions. They did a pregnancy test with annurine sample I provided and then did a scan. Luckily I have no cyst and nothing wrong apparently so I just was late for no reason. They asked me to take the Femara and go for a follie scan on Thursday the 16th to proceed with our second IUI. Doctor also told me that if this month we do not see a BFP we will be moving to something more aggressive inyectables to grow more follies since I am only getting 1-2 per cycle, this is in order to increase our chances to get an egg fertilized. I feel more relif now and I hope this month will be successful so we can avoid going to those inyeccions hehehe...the doctor also told me I have nothing to worry about. That I have no reason to be concerned that my uterus is bad or clogged since the HSG they did 3 years ago showed is all good and that there is no reason why it should be bad since I had no surgery or anything that can cause it to be bad. He also told me that if I would like they can do another HSG but that he did not recommend it since he believed there was no need. I am going to try this month as he instructed and then I will be trying the inyeccions if we do not succeed. I am hoping God will listen to my prayers and bless me with a miracle soon. It will be a really loved baby since we want so much!!

Well hello ladies, I'm not new in the group, I just kept the distance from every blog, forum, etc.
As Pisces, Lscrader, Miracle and many other girls that are not here any longer (As I) I started trying to conceive on April 2013, getting my first possitive on Dec 2013, losing my baby on Jan 2014 (7 weeks)
I had other possitive on march 2014, losing it April 15th 2014. But wait.... good news come ahead
I went with a specialist and he send me to make a battery of tests discovering that I had a failure on my thyroid- sub clinical hypothiroidism. Very treatable and I started my treatment on August 2014.
I had a Chemical on Nov (ends of the month) I was devastated, but also a new way to see the face of my Lord, I took refugee on His word and forgot of everything. Pisces has been with me during all this travel (as I call it) I promissed my self two things, I was not going to be a HPT freak and I was not going to live in the internet waiting for particular opinions, I was going to rest in the Lord and His word, and... I did it.
During my fertyle cycle of January, I had sex with my husband once (Jan 26th) jajajajaja... Shame over us!!!
2 weeks later I started feeling pregnant and on Valentine's I got this word on a Clear Blue test: PREGNANT
I'm 12 weeks and 2 days today... I'm pretty healthy and the blood tests are fabulous. I just have to keep an eye on my weight and pressure. For my thyroid condition I have over my body 35 pounds over my "normal" weight.
I know how many of you have been dealing with this! I feel in my heart because is painful, devastating and you don't see the light.... But I feel also in my heart, that the follow the blessing more than the Blesser, we have to search his heart, his love, his calling in our lives.
My recipe is this: Give it all to him.... and He.... He will bring back more that a baby to our lives!!!
We are in this world to honor Him....
My prayers are with you... Love you ladies!

@zyra - I am so sorry you had a hard day. I am really glad though that all your tests came back fine and that your doctor is wanting to be more aggressive this time around. I had an HSG a year ago and my doctor still wanted an SHG, similar to HSG but just with saline instead of dye. Everything was still clear but because we were doing IVF they didn't want to take any risks. I am excited for your next steps and think its great you will have more targets for those little guys to get to!!

@honcat- Hey there lady! So nice to hear from you! What a journey you have been on. I am so glad you are healthy and are moving right along in your pregnancy. Congrats, what a miracle!

I am still here just waiting for my next blood test, which is tomorrow. I am nervous, scared, and excited. Part of me just wants to know, but part of me doesn't want to as it could be the end for this pregnancy. I am still testing at home and it actually is what keeps my head up since my tests are still very dark. I had acupuncture yesterday and my guy checked my pulse and just said...you feel pregnant. I hope that means that I have a strong pregnancy since I know I technically am right now. My bb's started getting a little more sore yesterday but are not AS bad today. Just praying all of these little signs mean something. I am in no pain, no cramping, nothing to lead me to think I would miscarry. Just trying to remain positive.

@LSchrader- praying for ya, lady. Everything is gonna work out!! Let us know asap tomorrow :)

AFM- just returned from my 8 week postpartum visit, and got the clear to have sex again! Doctor said everything healed perfectly and no uterine prolapse for me :) what I was looking at is actually my bladder....haha. She said I have to get used to the "new normal." Because as much as everything has healed, it doesn't look 100% like it used to :)

Hugs and prayers for you ladies. I had to rush home to nurse so that's what I'm doing now and it's hard to respond to everyone on my phone, but I am thinking of you!

Good Morning Ladies -

@Zyara - I am sorry it's been difficult for you lately. We are here for you. I am glad you have a doctor willing to work with and for you. Nothing better than having a doctor be very proactive in you trying to conceive.

@Honcat - Hey lady. Nice to hear from you. Long time. Sounds like you have had quite the trials and tribulations! I am very happy that the doctors found out what was wrong with your body and what it needed in order to stay pregnant. I am so happy you are currently 12 weeks pregnant. Congratulations to you! They say you can't have faith and fear at the same time.

@Lschrader - Good Morning :) I pray your numbers are where they are supposed to be tomorrow. I bet you are nervous. You sound like you are in a pretty good space around it all.

How is everyone else doing?

Hello @Pisces, skyline, rebecca, xoman, football and anyone else I forgot!

@miracle- thanks lady! Waiting on the results and praying for good news.

@football- Your post made me chuckle. I am glad everything is "normal" for you :)

AFM-I had my third beta this morning and won't find out until 1:00 again today. My doctor has surgeries this morning i guess so we have to wait for him to review. Honestly, I do not know how I fell. My main nurse was with me this morning and she just seemed so sad. It kinda brought me down, thinking...welp, this is it. I know she can't know for sure, but still. My tests are still very dark but as long as i am still above a certain level, they will be. At the very least, I am just praying we don't have a drop. Even if we have a decent rise, we will continue.

LADIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT THE CALL EARLY! MY NUMBERS ARE IN THE 300'S. I do not remember the exact number because i started bawling! BUT WE ARE SAFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So very happy and excited for you guys!!! God is great!!! :) :)

@Lshrader - OMG!!!!! I am OVER THE MOON HAPPY FOR YOU! My heart dropped and I teared up with JOY & Excitement! YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
CONGRATULATIONS MAMA! You are going to be a mommy! You are truly pregnant and that little bean is here to stay for the long haul!

@LSchrader - AAAAAHHHHH!!!!! SO ecstatic for you!!!! I can only imagine how great it was to get that news. I'm grinning from ear to ear!!!