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@Skyline ~ Glad your AF came on time and within normal range.. :) That has to be good news! I had 2 different crazy dreams 2 nights in a row.. the crazy pregnant pot dream and then one where this stranger yet a neighbor killed his wife and kids all but one little 10 month old girl. The police asked me if I wanted her. I said YES I will raise and keep her. So funny what the mind will do in the dream state.

@Athena ~ People do strange things to hold desperately onto their habits.. addiction is powerful. Right now food has a huge hold on me..

AFM ~ Well I caved in and bought a CVS Early result pregnancy test and just poas... BFN as usual! :( I'm pretty sure I'm out. I used afternoon urine and AF is not officially due until the Wednesday.. but I thought I'd see something by now if I really was, but nope!

@athena you more than likes did have a chemical. The clots were huGE after my June chemical. Sorry hon **hugs**

@skyline Yippeeee AF!!! The only time we cheer for AF. I didn't try them today. DH graduates from the Air Force college and so I made him a cake tonight

@miracle sorry about the BFN. I had one today too. So pretty certain that I am out. I have AF cramping, feels like she's coming any minute now.

@lsch Disneyland! Yayyyyyyyy!

AFM: BFN twice today!!! Bummer but expected. Not even a good evap line ...Oh well

Still trying to catch up with everyone. I got a good laugh about the Disneyland thing hehe.

@miracle your not out yet! Lots of women don't get BFP until after AF is late! Stay positive ;) AF Is due Thursday for me and I'm itching to test just to see!

@pisces we are still early! I have heard AF like cramping could be a good early preggo sign?

I have been having pulling and twinges all day. And some little sharp needle like pains as well. Also still have the full feeling.I guess the word for it would be pressure. I have also been an emotional mess today. It could be PMS if not another symptom. Either way I have been tearing up over everything one minute and yelling like a madwoman the next! Everything makes me want to cry. Even nothing at all. I feel like a crazy person

@Lyrah ~ I feel like a crazy Nelly McNutters lol these past few days.. Raging angry and then crying all day yesterday and then today mostly depressed/crying.. PMS from hell this cycle. Me, you and Pisces should find out in the next few days what's happening. Will you be testing early?

@Pisces ~ Sorry about your bfn's too :( We are both still in with a chance...

Lschrader ~ Disneyland sounds like so much fun. I haven't been there since I was around 10 years old. Loved it. Yep, kick your roomies out and make a baby at Disneyland.. what a great story that would be. Now you have me thinking of doing something creatively fun that will go down in baby making history..

That's the last time I buy the expensive tests.. I'm sticking to my usual cheap ones for a $1.00 b/c I'm better off sticking a 20.00 bill into a slot machine at a casino or buying scratchers. The odds are better..

@ miracle lol im glad I'm not the only one! I was going to test Wednesday morning (13dpo) but I realized DH is off tomorrow and working all day Wednesday. Since I want to use FMU I'm thinking I may try again tomorrow so he can be there? Then if bfn just wait for AF before I make my next move...

I'll keep you all posted

@athena- I hope it gets better for you! I'm sorry you're experiencing a rough times. @Pisces is probably right about it being a CP. I'm sorry :/

@LSchrader- Watch, this month since you don't really think about it, it's going to be your month! Fingers crossed!

@Miracle- You've got a great chance this month! There are plenty of women that don't get their BFP's until after AF is due. Don't give up, you never know!!

@Lyrah- I was very emotional during my last TWW. I'd bawl over just about anything. I felt like an emotional mess, so I know what you mean.

Fingers crossed for all the lovely ladies in the TWW!

AFM, I'm on CD5. AF has been really light and kind to me this month, which I'm grateful for. Can't wait for next week to start BD'ing with a cause!

It still feels like I'll never see a positive pregnancy test, though. Like, it'll always just be a dream and not a reality. I stupidly watched The Great Sperm Race- it was very, very informative, and it explained why I likely didn't get knocked up last cycle haha. Gotta time everything just right, and that's so frustrating!

For the women trying to get their timing right it's hard and frustrating I know I was there! But for my BFP cycle this is what I did I was clomid starting cd3 I was also taking fertile cm 2xdaily until my fertile week I was taking them 3x daily and my evening primerose oil up to O, on my fertile week I was bd every other day but I was using preseed daily even on my off days to keep my cm great for that week and when I bd u used soft cup right after left each one in for 24hr that's how I became pregnant because last day of bd was May 4my actual O way may 5th and that softcup kept all sperm in ms it worked! The truck is to have sperm inside before Release of the egg then try the day of O if possible the travel of Sperm can take long hours to travel which is why some die off before reaching the egg! It def is a hard. Frustrating process to get pregnant I was there and I know what you ladies are going thru so I do pray for you all to get your BFP very soon so I hope my story of what I did helps any of you achieve your BFP!

@football i know how you feel. I feel like my heart is going to explode if I look at another BFN pregnancy test. 7cycles of heart break has worn me down. I feel like this is never going to happen. I am so negative about this that I even made my appointment at the doctor for Friday because I am expecting AF. :-(

@jsx I am trying DHEA supplement to help my egg reserve. Maybe because I am old my eggs are bad. And soft cups are a plus.

AFM: another F'ing BFN and I am starting to think this will never happen. My DH had graduation today and thank God he had some problems at the building that prevented him from going because I don't think I could sit there and smile when my heart is sad. I feel like crying but I am afraid to do it because I am afraid I won't be able to stop.

Good Morning,

@Athena ~ I hope you are feeling better today :) What do you plan on using/doing this next cycle?

@Football ~ I'm glad AF was lighter this month for you. It's so nice to get a break like that. I don't have cable, never heard of the sperm race.. ha ha sounds like something I would watch though. You are not alone.. we all have one thing for sure in common in this forum and that's a deep desire to achieve a healthy and successful pregnancy.

@Pisces ~ did you test?

@Lyrah ~ did you test?

AFM ~ I didn't test this morning b/c I don't want to the disappointment.

@Pisces ~ I posted my comment just now and then saw that you had posted your bfn.. I am so sorry :( Sometimes a good cry is what we need. Our hearts can't carry all the weight of that sadness and needs a good release.. you are not alone.. it's safe to let it all out.. give it to GOD my friend. It's painful, it hurts and I wish that I could give you a big HUG and tell you that it's all going to be ok. I completely understand your pain.. I'm with you.