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hey ya'll, It's Jennavee! I changed my username and just wanted to let ya'll know! :-)

So, couldn't resist! Tested this morning at 9 dpo and I think I see something. It's faint but I swear I see it. Trying not to get too excited right now and I don't think I'm going to even mention anything to my DH right now. Oh and there's a pic in my gallery.

Empress- hey girl hey!!!

1st- I SEE IT! I SEE IT!

OMG! So excited for you!!!!! Yaaayy!

Blushing and Kotikd- testing soon???

While- checking in with you. Thinking about you all the time.

Hello empress! Why the name change?

I'm in complete shock right now!! Past couple days cm has turned sticky/creamy (tmi) and horrible ga yesterday and that's been it.

@1st- I totally see it! Wow, girl, you guys must be fertile! That's so awesome! Come on, little baby, STICK!!!!!!!!!

Hey, guys. I'm checking in. I'm sorry for the delay. You would not believe the week we have had. I think sometimes my life is like one big episode of candid camera or something. I will try to do a quick update.

So I think I left off on Friday, my number barely rose from 44 to 52. Monday night my grandmother was admitted to the hospital, and while we were there visiting her we found my alcoholic father had fallen and was not doing well at all. My brother and husband called and told him they going to pick him up and bring him to the hospital. His wife brought him instead, against his will, and he was admitted as well. They thought he had a stroke, but it turns out all of his issues were related to his drinking. My my dad began detox in the hospital - shaking, hallucinating, the whole nine yards, and his room was one floor above my grandmother, both of which required 24/7 monitoring because they would pull out IV's, try to get up, etc. UGH.

On Wednesday, we had to leave the hospital to go to a city about an hour and half from here because we were subpoenaed as witnesses for the state for an armed robbery case from this summer when we were victims of armed robbery. That was emotionally taxing as it was. Because that took much longer than I expected, I didn't get to draw, but instead drew my blood on Thursday.

On Thursday, my number went up from 52 to 79, and my doctor said it might be ectopic, but they assured me that the numbers were too low for anything to rupture.

While all this is going on, my dad has agreed to go to rehab and we are working to pick a facility for him - I told my brother and sister and I was too overwhelmed to do a lot on that.

Friday, my grandmother was moved to a skilled nursing rehab facility.

On Saturday, my dad's clinical detox was done enough for him to be able to be moved to a 28 day rehab facility in Texas (we live in Oklahoma). When my DH and I were at the pharmacy to get my dad's prescriptions to complete the detox at rehab, I started bleeding (5w5d). I called the on call doctor, and she said I would likely pass everything naturally and it might just be like a really bad period. We got back and my dad left for rehab.

So I'm still bleeding, not hurting too badly, and completely exhausted, drained, and feel beaten down. I only went into the office on Thursday of this past week it has been so crazy.

So, i'm going to call my OB tomorrow and probably do another draw and find out about testing.

That's where I am.

I told you you wouldn't believe it. ha.

~K

rebecca: sorry that you feel down, I hope you mood has improved.
It will happen, but I know it is hard to believe just in that when arrives month after month, but we are here for you!

wifey: So sorry got you. I hope you had a good cry and now feeling better with new energy for the new cycle.

princess: welcome, and .

Blushing: Did you test? I so know what you mean by the possibility of a after getting and just thinking about it all day once you test.... Its hard.

Cristi: Did you test?

1st: I totally see it!!! Its a !!! and tons of !!!

While: Wow your life is like a soap, you should sell the rights, might made crazy money .
I am so sorry you are having such a tough time, but in life we need to go down in order to come up, so I bet all the great things you want are just around the corner!
Thank you for the update, we were worried about you.

Everyone else who did not post: How are you???

AFM: So I am 9DPO, been spotting since 6 DPO, broke down and tested yesterday and today, ....
I am finishing reading TCOYF, and I must say despite the good information, I think it gave me more doubts and fears than anything else!
I now think I might have LUFS or low progesterone levels that cause the spotting and cannot sustain a pregnancy...
Anyway, if it was IB I would have gotten at least a faint line by now, since there is nothing, I am pretty sure will come in 2-4 days...
When it does I am doing the blood work this month, ultrasound, going for acupuncture and requesting progesterone testing.
This is pretty much it.... I am still full of hope (but the kind that comes and goes every second )...
Hope everyone is having a great weekend!

Bammom- Wed. if I make it. I do feel â??knocked up" though. Iâ??m really hoping this is it and not my mind playing tricks on me.
DH and I DTD last night for the first time since 1dpo. This afternoon he told me I â??feltâ?? pregnant. We shall see!

While- Oh my!!! you have had a weird week. It looks like everything is settling down now. I hate that you are going through the mc/ectopic so slowly. I know you are ready to get it over with. Atleast you are able to pass everything on your own and not having any pain right now. Take care and relax as much as you can. XOX

While, oh my goodness! What a weird and crazy week! I'm so sorry all of that is going on for you! :( It would be hard to deal with each separately, let alone all at once! What terrible timing for all of that.

1st, totally pos :) Congrats!

Koti- I think we were responding at the same time a while ago...
Sorry for your BFN! You're still in though. I'm glad to hear you have a game plan of AF does show. And I hear ya' about the hope! LOL!