Community post

1st- looks sooo good! Congrats!

Thanks for the support ladies! I tested and it's a BFN! I tested with a blue dye that DH bought last cycle. I'm exhausted! A small part of me wants to go grab a pink dye but I feel like I would be grasping at straws. Thanks again for your support.

Has anyone started an august board yet?

Rebecca, i think im fighting soooo hard to not obsess like i did very heavily the past months n totally took a toll on me... remember my fsh numbers n super early ovulation with a 15 day cycle?!?
So i am having a more laxed approach. It is beyond my control n it may or may not happen.. funny because in my heart i want to have my rainbow baby sooo bad but i am trying to be in acceptance of whatever is being dealt to me.
I think is important to do everything within our reach n see what happens
i have fertility specialist appt 12/20.
I stopped all supplements as i tgink it was not helping my body. Instead it was getting it out of whack.
i feel ok.
I was such a mess last weekend n most of last week. So irritable .. i know we r not out until af comes so, there is still hope n i will always have hope!!!
But i was seriously obsessing n at some point, i had to draw a line n come to conclusion that it was not healthy ...
acupuncture helped. Therapy is helping too.
I dont think i coped with the missed miscarriage n did not come to terms with it as well as i was trying to show ppl. It almost feels that u have to put up a front strong brigade n keep performing when deep inside u are crashing. So im making progress now.
Im so thankful for my two healthy daughters ... they need me as a whole.
if it is meant to be i will be blessed with my rainbow!

Good luck with the us
praying for u!!!!

Baby dust everyone
sticky vibes
i want to see lots of bfp soon!!!

Blushing test again in a few days w red day
I use dollar store tests n loooooove it.
cheap $1.. u cant beat that!
Sorry for the pesky bfn, ugh
cant stand it
stay strong!!!! Fx it will change to a bfp

GVMDL - Ha! I like dollar tests, too. I use babi internet cheapies now - they don't seem to always have a line like Wondfo, and of course, FRER. I'm 7dpo today. Ill post more later, but I'm well. Staying hopeful!

Hi rebecca,

Yes! Im trying sooooooooooo hard not to stress about it... However, looking at November's calendar I can't help but feel stress cos both of us will be outstation respectively! Therefore, am soooooo looking forward for sticky!

Esp when no temp, no ewmc, all these except for body temp ( by feel ) not as "warm" as past few days....

As for the rest of the ladies! Really nice knowing all of you here in this forum

I agree on the $ store tests. My first BFP was on one. I'm going to send DH to get a few later.

1st- I see progression!!

Lacey- I do see something on your test. Test again in the morning or even in the afternoon if you can hold. Let us know!!

Sugar- Me and DH didn't at all once we got a + OPK this cycle. We did 36 hour before O and we caught the egg, there is still huge changes for you!!

AFM- I got results for both of my betas. Seems like everything is great!!

20DPO- 2619
22DPO- 5488

Doubling time was 45 hours! Still have to wait until 11/22 for my first scan so I guess I'll play the waiting game. It's worse than the wait to O or the TWW so believe me when I say I am still feeling what you all are! There's always those thoughts that we won't have a heartbeat or something like that ya know?? Guess you will always worry once there has been a loss in the past.

When I was PG with my DS(8 years ago) I was 18 and ignorant to any of this. I never once thought I would have an issue with losing him or anything. With this one, it's all I think about. I don't have a ton of symptoms so that always makes me wonder if there is actually something in there.

I love all of you and I don't want to leave this thread!! I swear I'm going to go to the August board and so on...LOL. I just want to cheer and celebrate with all of you once you get those 's!!!

GVMDL and jgroves: I think I am going to test again tomorrow morning. This is the closest I have ever seen to a line on a FRER! I was very hopeful this morning but after I posted them and looked in the computer I am starting to second guess myself but if you guys think you see it too then I am not alone!!!

jgroves- Congratulation!!

I am really crossing fingers to hope for the miracle to happen....
We both been trying long enough to literally joke on" hey, maybe should check out your eggs?"
And me goes: " well, could be yours?"

We been flying around separately for work for so many months and based on the apps "My day" it didn't make it right.. Even try to meet in one central city to bd.. How ridiculous can that be ya?

I hoped that with all the well wishes from the beautiful ladies in this forum, our wish will come true....