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Does anyone else feel like a crazy person???!!!
I think I might be pregnant ....I'm probably not ....could be, I'm late and crampy ....or maybe I ovulated later than I thought ...My breast feels sore, I gotta be pregnant ...maybe it's sore from me poking at it to see if it's sore. LOL! Anyone else mentally wrestling yourself ?!
9961 Replies • 11 years ago
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@Phat- you know you are on my mind right now love
@jace & holly- Not so sure I would call it willpower...more like, [i]fear[i/].
AF is due friday. I think I've decided to test on thursday. I'm home that morning til about noon so no matter what the test says, I'll have a couple hours to let it settle in. If it's positive, I'll get my beta results by that evening. I am so nervous. I want this so bad. We put all this in God's hands so I know without a shadow of a doubt that God knows what best for me...bfp or bfn. But I still want a bfp lol!
I keep getting waves of bad period cramps. It's been on/off for a few days now. Last night it felt like the heaviest day of my period. Many time I just wait to feel for little cramps and pulls but this time I'll just be standing or sitting there and it'll take my breath away for a second and I have to breathe through it. I wait to see if it's my bowels or something but it's definitely my uterus. But that's my only symptom. Granted I've read may times of girls not having any other symptoms until 6+weeks during some pregnancies. It just feels so weird. Dh says he just has a feeling that I'm pregnant. Not gonna lie...he has a weird sixth sense about it. Oh come on !!!
8 years ago • Post starter
Mandy, thank you.
I decided not to continue the progesterone as it's just likely to make the process take longer. I'm still not bleeding or cramping, so now I'm worried about a billion things - D&C, ectopic, etc. The thought even crossed my mind that maybe there were two embryos, and only one was lost, and the other is trying to hang on, but I stopped my progesterone. Not logical, but very little of all this is about logic. Stressing out a bit
Tara - I'm excited to see your results tomorrow.
8 years ago
I'll have a blue christmas, without you.
I'll be so blue, just thinking about you.
Decorations of red, on a green christmas tree.
Wont be the same, if you're not here with me.....
Maybe I should sing it in porky pig style so at least I can giggle.
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I'm glad dh was with me when I tested. I had a feeling it would be negative before I dipped it so I was prepared. Still feel gutted seeing only one line but poor dh kept saying, "those tests are lying!". He was all excited about surprising me with mommy/baby gifts on christmas too. Feel like a failure as a wife at times like these...that I cant do something as "simple" as giving my dh children. But he always tells me that it isnt my fertility issue...it's ours and we'll get thru it together. We held eachother before he left for work. I squeezed him tight and told him not to worry, that we'd be parents one day. Would have been nice to finally be pregnant on christmas .
8 years ago • Post starter
Oh Tara, :-( please do not blame yourself. I absolutely love his response though! I feel that way at times too. I often wonder if my husband blames me. Even though I know he doesn't, nor would he ever! Us as women though feel like it all lies on us. Try not to let it ruin Christmas!
8 years ago
I'm so sorry Tara. :(
This cycle is definitely not your failing though. You should have triggered way, way earlier than you did. It is really crappy and unfortunate that this ended up being a trial and error cycle when it should have been a perfect opportunity instead.
I really hope your RE can get you donated or deeply discounted meds so you can have another try sooner than later.
My heart breaks for you. I had7 failed failed cycles and 3 cycles end in loss, so I know how you feel.
Sending great big hugs your way!
8 years ago
Tara - I really hoped for you to see a big, fat, pink line today. I still think it's going to be + when you test again or go for bloods. Fingers crossed over here!
The dinner went fine. I only stayed an hour, because my 8yr old was sick. She stayed home, and my husband messaged me while I was gone that she had thrown up. Since she vomited, she stayed home from school. I won't be going for my 2nd draw until Monday now when I have my follow-up appt to talk about a medicated cycle. I do not want to take sickness into a place where people are trying to have babies.
8 years ago
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