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Rant all you want to Sowell!!! Better on the forum than ranting in your head...cause that will definitely get you committed! It's ok to cry...I've done plenty of that. You wont be able to relax til you get your built up emotions out. I wanted to cry last night. I was lying in bed listening to the heater kick on and a christmas commerical on the tv. It felt like christmas eve and I imagined the tree up and the smell of christmas potpourri. Then dh rolled over and put his arm around me. I follow my hand down his arm til our hands were touching and is so happened that our hands were on my stomach. It hit me that I was doing what 9 months earlier I thought I'd be doing at that point....lying in bed with dh, at christmas time, both feeling our baby moving inside me. Except, my tummy was flat and there was no life inside . I laid there for a few minutes wondering, hoping, and praying that on Christmas eve, I'll be able to experience that. Even though I'd only be 8 weeks, I'd still have a life inside me and a motherly smile on my face. Oh crap now I'm crying!

Shake it off Tara, shake it off!
@Lammy-your mum sounds like my mother and father in law. My own mom doesnt say much about the subject cause she doesnt want to push me. But boy howdy do my inlaws push. We get speeches about how dh is 33 and how he'll be in his 60s when our kids get married. And how life is short and they are getting old. My father in law has already used the death guilt trip saying he'll be 6 feet under when our kid is 6. Gets frustrating, especially now that we're trying with no luck. Dh and I just keep saying, "we'll try when we're ready!"...or "I'm not ready to be a mom yet!" They dont even know about the miscarriage cause I knew my FIL would say something buttheaded and I'd have to kill him .
I'm always trying to come up with some fun way of telling my family. For example, christmas...ornament with sonogram picture in it that both sets of parents open at same time? Honestly, I always wanted to say, "hey, guys we're sticking in It's a Wonderful Life, come sit down on the couch and watch it with us!". Then when it starts playing it's sonogram video.....
Oh.....I could sit here and day dream all day

On a funnier note....post last night...I was lying there with my wash rag thong on and on my left side. After 5 minutes, I wondered if it was a good position, so I rolled onto my back. 5 minutes later, decided to roll onto my right side. Then onto my stomach and then back onto my left side. Like I was coating my vagina with semen. Then I realized.....HOLY CRAP...I'M A HUMAN CEMENT TRUCK!!! ROFL!!!!! Dh thought I lost it as I lied there laughing histerically!

Great news...well maybe. Spoke to my doctor today and he agreed to see me today...4 days early. They had to work me in, but I have been cleared to . I probably missed O, but there is a slim chance we didnt. He said everything looks great because my procedure was minor. It's CD 14, so I'm still in the game. It is a good thing I had the procedure at the beginning of my cycle or he I would not have been cleared. I think it is too late, but it's is nice to be able to dream!

I say go for it Holly! Happy to hear you got cleared! Yay for !!!!

Had a latte at noon and started the peepee hold at 1:30. Then 3hr15min later took opk...couldnt hold it any longer. Urine was diluted more than yesterday...possibly from caffeine. So Lh line was lighter than yesterday's test. I want to post my tests but I'm going to test again tomorrow and see if LH rises. Could it be possible that I had a surge on CD 9??? Starting to worry....

Tara - cement truck - hahahahahahahahahahaha.

Holly - hope you didn't miss your O.

No BD for me this cycle, so no chance for baby. Trying to see if my symptomsare different this cycle so I'all be less likely to psych myself into thinking I'm pregnant when I'm not.

Long time no see Phat! Missed you! Glad I got you to laugh . Sorry no BD though .

Starting to obsess over opks and I'm only CD 10! Constantly reading wondfo reviews and looking at pictures. HELP!!!!!!!!!

Close to 2hrs into pee hold...2 to go!

Just posted my opks from past few days. Tell me what you think!

LH has never been this high out of the gate and my doctor said my lh was low 2wks ago when I had my bloodtest (LH 10). Do you think I surged really early or just LH bouncing around? The 2nd one was a diluted sample and then boom 4 hours later I had a dark line. CD 10 was 3hr wait but looked diluted and today was 4hr hold and urine was very concentrated.

I know I'm obsessing when this is my 4th post in a row. Mine and Dh's jaws are on the floor right now. It's been a while since I looked at my old images. If you get a chance to....take a look at my old opk images and compare them to my most recent one. Is it just us or is there a definite difference in the amount of LH in my system? I'm getting stonger surges like my body is really pushing for the big O this time! Just praying within in the next week or so that I get my positive surge !

Oh....we were in the car heading home tonight and a split second before we turned into the subdivision, we looked up and right in front of us, a shooting star raced across the sky. It was BEAUTIFUL!!!! I started screaming...I WISH FOR A BABY I WISH FOR A BABY!. Dh started laughing and yelled, "I wish for college loan forgiveness!!" It was a memorable moment between us!

:( I know it's only our first month ttc but its still disappointing to know that AF will be here tomorrow :( I know because after hubby and did the deed I had a tinge of color when I wiped which means tomorrow she's coming :( I'm out for this month. Deff disappointed. But just have to try more next month lol. We did it every other day but there's always next month. I think I might skip ovulation tests and checking all the time with htp tests this next time. Maybe the stress took a toll on me. Gonna take it easy for a month or two and just attack hubby every night I can lol. Ok rant over :(

Hello all, I have been chatting with waitingonmymiracle and she recommended this forum. My Husband and I have been ttc since the end of july. I have never had problems with my cycle except when I went of m bc 2 years ago due to 2 cycles a month. I thought I was pregnant because in September I had no cycle after a normal cycle in august and always having a regular cycle. I had neg pregnancy tests except a few false positives and then 2 negative blood tests. I still haven't had a period, I have had brown spotting though. I've had nausea, back pain, fatigue, and headaches. I went to the doctor 2 days ago and she basically told me that since I haven't had a positive I'm not pregnant though I know it is possible to not produce hcg. I go on Monday for a transvag ultrasound to make sure everything is working right and they are doing hormone level testing. It is possible that I have pcos though cause my sister has it.