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Checking in....2 more doses of clomid left. If my follies were 9mm on thursday and grow 2mm a day....then which train will get to the station first?
I'm looking at a wed or thurs OV but in case of faster maturity being that this is 2nd dose of meds in one cycle, I think I'll start opks again on monday.

Went to my inlaws for dinner last night. We had told them years ago that we'd start ttc after 3 yrs of marriage. Well wednesday is our 3yr anniversary! My MIL asked last night what anniversary it was (she knew!...she practically has a countdown calendar on the wall!). Dh said '3years'. She got all goofy and smiley. I wanted to throw up! Praying they dont say anything. I want to hear a baby's heartbeat before I come out of the infertility closet!
Hope everyone is having a great weekend!!!

Tara -I hate those awkward moments . Glad u get to try this month !!!! When I had to have my second d&c they made me sign a lot of paperwork about blood transfusions and who has my power of attorney ect .so I figured I would call my family .i was so scared I was going to die ! Well try calling your grandpa to tell him you have to have a surgery because you had a miscarriage .and then your dad.yeahhhh .....awkward.on a happier note -----the day after tomorrow (Tuesday ) at 9 am is my appointment .im freaking terrified .i had a dream last night I went to the bathroom and I was bleeding .ad I kept trying to pretend it wasn't there and i finally woke up and ran to the bathroom still u tears from my dream.this wait is killing me .Ill be 6weeks four days ...so I should see a heartbeat :/ I'm just so scared.im sweating typing this .i am going by myself on top of that.i am to scared to have anyone there and If the news is bad I want to be alone .df is to scared to go even if I would want him too.i never thought I would make it this far without any blood or cramps or something scary happening .thank you Jesus :) hope all of you are doing well .i seem to forget when ttc just how much more stressful this is .all I can think is I don't want to see another operating room in my life .

I'm going through the crazy feeling too. Late for period, first cycle using soy, know when I ovulated, and feel like my head will explode. Lol. One minute I've got myself convinced to just relax and let it be if it is, the next I'm going crazy wanting to test. I'm 14dpo today and to quell my POAS addiction I have been using opks. Four days now of very positive opks and no period symptoms keeps me hopeful but I still have that fear of seeing a BFN

Nicky - good luck!

Liza - welcome.

@ nicky- that's what i'm afraid of...something bad happening and needing an operation and having to tell my family. They'll be mad when i tell them about my 2nd m/c. Not looking forward to that.

@liza- i know you're scared honey! Hugs! When is AF due, today? Keep us updated!

Actually I am a couple days late. I usually have a 12 or 13 day luteal phase. I am going to take a test Wednesday.

@Liza - Welcome! Good luck on your test when you take it!

@Waiting - Don't let your MIL or anyone else make you feel pressured about getting pregnant. Just tell them "All in God's time." There is no way they can argue with that. Worst case scenario if they bug you too much, just tell them hey "I'm experiencing some challenges getting and staying pregnant! Okay!!!!" then they will probably feel like crap and stop pestering you about it. That's what I did. I told my family and since then, they don't give me the guilt trip about not being pregnant yet.

AFM - AF came today! Yay! I'm so glad to see her. I will go in for my CD3 US on Tuesday. So in a couple of weeks, I should be Ovulating thanks to Femara and my trigger shot.

I cannot wait to be PUPO (pregnant until proven otherwise) after my IUI.

Welcome Liza you need to test already if your late lol.

Tara I agree with holly, don't let them pressure you, it will happen and she will have to be patient.

Holly good luck with the iui. I'm glad that they have a good plan for you.

Nicky I hope your ultrasound is amazing and you see your little bean and it is just perfect :)

Afm af has left the building. I haven't had this short of a cycle on provera ever. Maybe my vitamins and what not are helping. Dh doesn't have football for 2 weeks and he said we should just stay in bed the whole time lol. We shouldn't have to worry about bding enough lol.

Update-brown spotting all day today.how mean .the day before my ultrasound .i know they say it could be normal.but I know my body .somethig feels off.damnit .tommorow is going to be fun .prayers please

Nickyloula- will send happy thoughts and prayers your way.

Still no symptoms of AF here. I am taking a test Wednesday.