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well i love reading everything yall post. you can tell im from ky with the "yall" lol. sorry on my phone again if it sucks.
so i had another drean last night but i cant remember tjis one. i have refused to buy another test and now im two days away from AFs arrival date. kinda gwttinf nervous. ive spent the last 24 hrs in tears cause im so emotional but i cant count thay as a symptom cause i get that way durinv pms anyway. still havibg weird feelings in uterus area. found that im slightly cramping after an orgasm (sorry tmi) and my BBs are still sore so who knows. my veins are still shiwing really green everywhere. ill keep reading and updating yall. babydust to everyone. we all need a miracle here.

so i am trying to write this as DD is literally hangs off my neck like a monkey, but i am i THINK 5 dpo and i am having like bm cramps.. I took one of those internet hpts and of course negative this morning.. Grr.

Lammy- We love you too and are all rootin for you, i think i would be mad if you werent posting l0l

Shay - I've been having those same cramps the last couple of days, too.

Mine just started this afternoon! MAYBE this is it Phat! :) have you poas yet? I have one more left from the preseed order and i swear it is haunting me now that I am crampy i want to test haha but i am trying to curve the withdraws l0l

Shay - yes, I tested last night & this morning. Nothing on last night's, but (I know this takes me from crazy to totally bat sh*t crazy) on this morning's I swear it somehow looks "less negative". Wow, that sounds even dumber when I type it than when I said it in my head! I'm going to post it as - so I can look at it. It's def - but just looks off compared to last night's. You know I'm going to get some Answer or FRER's, right? Except for the cramps I'm completely asymptomatic. Baby dust to us all!

Neg on the FRER, too, but of course I think there's something there!

im out this month come

i need a few days to myself as i really did think this was my month now i feel i was too greedy too selfish for wanting it so bad .

this month i will focus on lossing that 10% im going to go to the docs next week too about all the cramping .

everyone xxx

Lammy- Im sorry hun! Better luck next cycle!

Phat- I know exactly what your saying so trust me your not totally bat shit crazy!

I am dragging big time this morning I am so tired and i need to get off my a** and get DD ready for school :( ugh i just wanna go back to bed! YES I AM WHINING like a 3yr old!

ROFL . I got some sage advice today. Somebody told me it's way too early to test at 6 do! No way! I guess she hasn't figured out I have a squirrel hole problem. Life as a POAS addict is so tough...