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@cutie i had a craving for chocolate last night. I had a milky way and some peanut m&ms.

@waiting that's probably what it is. I'm getting more down everyday that i don't talk to my bf. It's been over a week since he actually spoke to me. I didn't text or call him for 2 days and tonight i just wrote him a little text telling him that this is getting ridiculous, him not talking to me at all. I also told him that i'm not telling him how he feels, but the vibe he's giving me is that he doesn't love me at all anymore and if he did he would've talked to me already or at least soon. Then, i just told him to call me when he's ready. I also told him that i truly love him and that i don't want to lose him. I don't know what else to do. I guess there's nothing else i really can do right now.

Mine and my moms conversation the other day:
mom: you're really maturing
me: what do you mean?
mom: just the way you handle things so well and you're always looking on the brighter side of things
me: well, there's no point in being depressed about the situation because it won't change what it is.
mom: i'm really proud of you for that
me: thanks mom.

I'm looking on the brighter side of things and i'm not exactly getting depressed, but it doesn't stop me from thinking about it so much or even crying over it sometimes. I just don't know what else to do or say to him. Sorry, just needed to vent a little

Freshie- welcome.

Cutie- Good luck in your endeavors, I hope that everything works out. If it's meant to be you two will find your way back to each other.

enbutler-hope the interview went well. Maybe you aren't sleeping very well with your relationship stress.

Tara- Hope everything works out with the clomid. I am very excited for you.

AFM-still having the sharp pain on the lower right side of my abdomen. it's not all the time. It is really quick. I am also having some lower back pain and brown cm. I also have been checking my cm and there is a ton up in there sorry if TMI. I pray for a . I have been waiting so long for this. It is so frustrating to see all of these birth announcements and pregnant people. I'm just ready for my time. I hope and pray this is it

ive done well not poas but i think i might cave tomorrow lol i will be 11/12dpo then

@enbutler- I'm doing the same right now. Money is tight (I'm a nanny to my nephew and been temp out of work while her dh was unemployed). Now that he's back to work, so am I. Trying to get my bank account caught up again. Until then I'm nervous about bills etc. Dh is up for a possible promotion if the city approves it and that would be a huge blessing. In the meantime, I'm trying so hard not to stress. Keeping myself super busy but there's that thought of it in the back of my mind. Makes me want to curl up in a ball of worry sometimes. But I keep moving forward. God doesnt give us a spirit of Fear, we weren't born with it. It's the devil. I keep singing the song in my head, "There is no power in hell, or any who can stand, before the power and the presence of the Great I Am!"

@athena- Praying you get your BFP, someone needs to! When are you testing again?

@lammy- lol good luck honey!

Tara I've been testing with internet dip strips. but there hasn't been anything so I am waiting. If I get something on one of those I'll go for a more expensive test. It's so frustrating not knowing what's going on.

@athena that's probably what it is. Good luck to you with your cm.

@waiting thanks for that.

@lammy good luck. Waiting is right, someone needs to get a BFP!!.

Hi Ladies!

I have been trolling the thread and haven't been able to respond. Very busy at work and preparing for the holidays. So much to do and not enough time.

As I mentioned a few days ago, I think I ovulated later than initially thought, so I may just be about 7DPO instead of 10DPO. I've been POASing for a few days and s of course. Well today, mirror mirror on the wall...who's got the fainest of them all? ME!!! .

Over the last few days, I've been having pinching feelings in my pubic region and last night for about 10 seconds, I had a stabbing pain on my right side where I suspect my ovary is that was so sharp that it took my breath away! Perhaps that was implantation.

Since my line is so faint that it can't be seen on the photo, I also took an OPK. I know it normally doesn't mean anything, but it is almost positive. It is very dark for this time of the month for me. Especially since I have taken one for the last few days and the line is getting darker.

My FRER was this morning, but hopefully it is just still early and my true is on the way.

and everyone. I will test again in the morning and report my results!