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Driving myself crazy! Witch is crazy toying with me. Was spotting when I peed, then nothing til today lil more spotting only when I peed.. nothing making it to a pad. Nauseous and pukey again. Milk tasted spoiled and made me gag but everyone else said it was fine, dates good for another week.. but I know as soon I as I go buy a test (can't keep them stocked cuz they'll all be used within a week) it'll start pouring right as I sit that negative down :( Why does it have to be so complicated, and so emotionally and mentally draining. I'm don't know if I'm strong enough to be able to keep putting myself through this month after month. Feeling really really low. Sorry to be the Debbie downer.

@39- cant remember, have you tried progesterone to lengthen your luteal phase?

@Jace'smama- Hi debbie! Omg I love those skits! Except the one she did about "it's official, I cant have children". That one feels like a knife in the gut now. I'm sorry the witch is being a you know what...rhymes with her name lol. I'm really praying she stays away. I feel like a basketcase waiting for updates from you. I can only imagine how you feel.

I feel like I need a straight jacket too. No OV yet. I've been doing opks twice a day and nothing. They are dark but not positive. No temp spike yet either. It did dip low this morning which is normal pre-ov for me. Cervix was PERFECT this morning with really stretchy cm. I hope it happened today cause dh and I are no go in the bedroom til our appointment on thursday just in case they need a swimmer sample. Ugh. Come on temp spike!!! I'm cd 16 today. One day later than last time but I have to remember that I just had a chemical pregnancy and it's normal to ovulate a little later especially since I still had a fair amount of hcg still in my system on cd1. I'm getting really anxious about my appointment. Scared he'll say 'sorry nothing I can do except IVF'...Deep breaths Tara!

I'll join you as Debbie Downer. We can be a party of 2. I'm feeling down too, and how this is going to take over my life. Ugh. And I'm worried it'll take over my life and nothing will happen and I'll just be stuck in this repeating cycle of emotional roller coaster... Yay us all down. I'm still keeping my fingers crossed for you! My AF is due Sunday, but I really feel out this month for some reason so I'm not hopeful. Just wistful and wishing s lot.

I'm getting sooo much EWCM tonight! I've never had it this abundantly. WTH? And I cant have sex! I wonder if my RE will understand that it would be 42 hours of abstinence rather than 48 . What do I do!?

Well, we said screw it! My hips are in the air as we speak. Rofl. We know from 2 previous analysis that dh has happy swimmers so his hold will be a 42 hr hold. Good enough! I'm sure they've seen this before. Lol goodnight ladies

Maybe that'll make it work! Fingers crossed for you!

Tara we never due the full 48 hours.. My husband would die Lol

OK well I am trying to have our second child. The first time I was working 12hr shifts 6 days so I was too busy to notice any signs. The only thing that made us go get a test was because I was almost a week late but I just thought it was stress from work, and my husband and I were always mad at each other for the small things. So we just started trying and have been doing the bd evey two or three days. I have not seen any ewcm but it was slightly watery for a few days. Now, for the past few nights when I lay down to sleep my stomach feels like it is doing gymnastics but not every night have I been nauseous. So I feel crazy for even thinking that something might be going on because I still have the rest of the month to wait till AF is supposed to show up. O and I have been have twingy pickles in my lower back and sides but again I keep telling myself not to think too much into it. I am going to continue doing the bd until AF comes, I am not a patient person.

Today I'm in a much better mood, bye bye Debbie, jess is back! Still have no idea what's been going on with me or why my af was almost nonexistent BUT decided that I'm just going to roll with the punches and keep on as if everything is normal! Wait a minute, is that even possible to try while ttc?! LOL! I joined a group on facebook called share smiles - it's a place where you can make wishes and grant others. I haven't made any wishes but I found one that I could grant! Shipping some stuff out tomorrow =) That was what got me out of my rut, to be able to help someone in need was exactly what I needed to get my mind back in positive mode!!

Screw the whole 48 hours thing Tara, lol kinda literally I guess! Love seeing that you've ov'd again on your own!! That makes me super excited for you! Praying, praying, praying!

Welcome jcbell, we have an awesome group here!

missdani let's try to stay positive! I know it's hard, I gave myself a good kick in the butt last night so I've straightened my mind out..

Hope all of you are enjoying your day!! :)

Can anyone tell me why my stomach feels like a gymnast every night? For the past few 3 or 4 nights when I lay down my stomach feels like it is flipping around. I don't feel sick but there is a slight pain to it. Can anyone explain?