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Ahhh I was going to not log on and stop coming to the posts because I was embarrassed but I got a call from the dr at Kaiser and he told me it was negative. Funny thing is that when I called back to ask WHAT blood test they did since I found out there are TWO! Kaiser will not return my call. Then I remembered that when I asked him what happens if a week from today I still don't have my period he told me to come back in for ANOTHER blood test! They must think I'm a fool!

And to be honestly vulnerable with you ladies.. I feel in my body and soul that the test was the neg/pos test instead of the hcg level blood test. SO... I called The Pregnancy Help Center in Temple City, CA and I'm on my way out the door to get an ultrasound now..

I know you ladies won't judge me but I'm holding on to this thought that I KNOW my body... I just hope and pray I'm not wrong.. but I'd like to ask that you ladies pray for me to accept whatEVER God has in store for me today. I've been very irritable and angry since I found out yesterday.. more so because I'm now 5 days late for AF and I've been regular my whole life... please just pray I can gracefully accept His will for my life today..

I'm sorry Mooney! I know it sucks!!!!!!! I bet we both want to punch a wall! Calling on Jesus for the both of us! With the way they acted the other day, they probably screwed up again and just did the yes/no test. But even if our bodies are completely screwed up and we're not pregnant....Jesus had plans for us! For good and not evil! When we feel the moments of hopelessness remember that those are the times that the devil will sneak in to steal, kill and destroy. Hold on tight to Jesus! And know that He might let us bend, but He wont let us break!
Psalm 34:18-20:The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all. He keeps all his bones; not one of them is broken.
We all understand if you want to pull away right now. We wont judge you! I feel crazy right now too. It sounds like you and I are going thru the same thing so I'm here if you need to share with someone. I'm praying for positive results on the ultrasound sound and peace no matter the outcome!

@MooneyBaby#1 - If you know your body then follow your gut! I was reading online today that there other women that were in the same predicament and were indeed Preggo. Hang in there. It will be worth the wait.

Thank you Tara and Virtue! I got the same thing when I went to the clinic.. urine test only and she even did it twice because she had a "feeling" but it was still

I've learned a lot through this process and talked to my mom and sister who has PCOS after I left and was in hysterical tears .. My sister and I have never been close.. lol but she did a great job of giving me enough statistics for me to rule out PCOS lol it was really cute and I feel like we became a little bit closer. My mom told me to act as if I'm pregnant b/c she knows that I've never been late or skipped a period my whole life and I should err on the safe side.. you ladies are welcome to read my next journal entry... It's alot to write what I've learned from my dream this morning and what I've gone through today. I'm holding off on being sad, disappointed or angry until I see ... in JESUS NAME!!! AMEN!

They need to put a blood pregnancy test on the market that you can take like a blood sugar test! You'd think it wouldnt be that hard ! Come on scientists...quit making robot dogs and shoes with wheels (thank you for the Rabbit though )!
No spotting today. Been crampy and nauseated. I had to take a deep breath while eating honeydew. Just did not settle right. Ugh..I back to maybe I am, maybe I'm not!

:( Sorry to hear they gave you the run-around like everyone else, Mooney. Sounds like you're having a really rough time! Hope you get some good news soon!

waitingonmymiracle--I was thinking about that just the other day! Why DON'T they do that? The only thing I could come up with is cost--people use sugar meters a lot more than they would a pregnancy test, so there wouldn't be as high of a demand for the meter itself and the accessories to go with it. I don't think it's something that would sell very well overall. Would be neat, though, if there were some easier way to get a blood test, like perhaps through a pharmacy instead of having to go to a doctor.

mooney we know our body better then anyone i have a feeling you will know soon

i have been having alot of strange feeling and strange things happing to me lately which is kinda taking me bad to my child hood ... when i was about 4 when my mum was preg with my brother i told her and other what sex tjhe baby was and i was always right ( ok i know its a 50/50 chance of guessing ) but my mum when to see a medium
and she was told i had a six senses and i should listen to it and not ignore it .
i am a strong believer in everything happends for a reason and have believed this so much more over the last year as everything went wrong cos it wasnt ment to be and i am so much happyer for the better things that have come to me .
last night i was on ebay looking up opks just as i was about to hit the bid button i got the sharpest strongest crmap type pain every and at that moment i didnt go ahead with the bid it made me think it was away of saying dont bid on them you dont need them now .
as im only 11dpo only have a few days till .

also about a week ago i have a dream about a which i have never had before i have had dreams about babys , birth , and pregnacy but never a test at 1st i thought nothing of it but now im starting to think is was a sign .

i did a test today and but i still think it too ealry

too you all

Girls I'm in the same boat!! Want a baby so bad I think I have gone crazy!! I am having every symptom imaginable (or am I) at this point wonder if it's in my head. My hubby and I haven't skipped a beat this ovulation cycle (twice a day to be exact) Maybe just maybe it will do the trick!! Besides who can complain with a little extra love??

@claripossom-With as often as us ladies have been POAS, they'd probably be afraid we'd bleed ourselves out.

@alishakaye- (yes I just high-fived you for twice a day ). How many days til ?

I just want sunday to get so I can see if I start. I have one more hpt under my bathroom sink and I want to take it tomorrow but I might as well wait til monday. My body seems to be regular enough to start on a sunday...which sunday I dont know. LOL. You ladies must be getting tired of hearing my rants .

I have 10 more brutally long day's until the wicked rears her ugly head, hoping she stays on her own side of OZ. I have taken 2 tests thus far (impatient) knowing their going to be neg, but anticipation will kill you!! So happy to see other ladies who understand what i'm dealing with. But wishing everyone the very best luck!! Hoping our consistancy pays off!!