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and LOL, Waiting! My name today will be Hands Over Eyes: I don't think I can face beautifulcervix yet, lolol. I am temping, but thankfully my cycle is regular and I ovulate predictably so no CM tracking.

Yah, the money aspect is sickening. My husband is really hurt by it; he believes if we just had money we could have a kid. It breaks my heart to see him so sad and feeling so low, like he is letting us down by not being rich. But, we are going to give it the best shot we can and I am going to pray for the grace, strength and wisdom to deal with whatever the outcome is. It's a very humbling experience so far. I think I've cried more in the last 2 years since I've been married than in my entire life all together before.

late--> Prayers for a miracle baby for you and your DH!!

AFM: I am thoroughly disgusted with this TWW. I had a fabulous O, had an almost obscene about of sex around O time; I just KNEW this would be the cycle. According to FF, today is 11 DPO for me; I actually think I might be 10 DPO based on my CM/CP. I even ordered some expensive ass OSOMs to POAS with to get a super early positive. after after and I swear it feels like they're laughing at me. I really feel like I'm out this month. But every time I decide that this will be my last test unless I miss my period, I get a test that has a shadow of a line. I'm starting to lose all hope of ever seeing a again. It isn't that I'm not satisfied with my son; he's the reason my heart beats. I just want him to have a sibling so he won't have to grow up an only child.

Lol defenetly me

How should i feel after TTC for 28 month now and 1 MC?
But i have faith in God that He knows what He is doing and why.
We found no medical issues until now and i really refuse to think that a tiny Insulin resistance is responsible. There are so many women that conceive even with diabetis and i am Long way from it...
I guess i Need to Keep thinking that every day that passes takes me one day nearer to that BFP...

Wish you all ladies a great day!

2Frsty - OSOM's that aren't the kind that also read blood serum - the urine only ones - are notorious for giving shadows. Breathe, try to wait 2 days in between tests if you can, and good luck!

Hang in there, 2Firsty! It is so frustrating, the TWW. And thanks for the good wishes. It will definitely be a miracle if it happens! I had IUI Sat, so the TWW starts for me again. Last cycle, I got 25 Wondfo tests for about 50 cents apiece on Amazon. They work great. I'll be testing every day starting 11 dpo, if I can figure out when that is! No big temp rise today or yesterday as I was expecting.

Astrid, sending prayers and baby dust to you.

Hey Ladies!

I have a question for those of you who had a HSG... was your first af afterwards Kind of weird? I am on CD5 today and still red with cloths... sorry if TMI... it also came 2 days earlyer than usual...

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2Frsty - any update on your testing?