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So ladies I'm out started spotting Tuesday only when wipe but still mild cramps. This is normal for me right before AF. I feel so defeated and depressed. I spent the holiday crying and could not leave the house. All of my friends and coworkers are getting pregnant and I am not. I know it sounds like I am having a tantrum and jealous but I just cant help myself. Ughhh 7 years of trying and you would think I would be used to 's but nope. I'm going to sign out for awhile this journey has been awful and I need a break from this. As this is emotionally killing me. I just wish God can provide me with our miracle baby. Why Me.

@ladybugsmom - ohh I m so sorry Hun ... I feel terrible after knowing that you have been trying for 7 years.
May God give you the strength to face this and may he bless you with a beautiful baby very soon.
You will be in my prayers love. Don't cry, your day will come very soon.
Lods of

@hopeful thank you so much for the support. This journey has been mentally and emotionally draining. I don't really know how much more I can take rejection :( this just really hurts badly.

@Ladybugmum, so so sorry hun I can not even begin to imagine what you going true, 7 years...have you and partner have seen fertility specialist? My hubby got checket and I did after 2 and half years, and his test were fine but I always had low progesterone, so I didnt always ovulate.
Im thinking of you, and totally understand why you would wana take a break from this hun and take as much time you need! I hope that very soon when you least expect you will get your lil miracle, and can not wait for that day to come!
Lods lods love hun! If you need to talk, we are here for you!

thank you ladies for all of your support. Trust me I really appreciate it. @Nikolina yes we have been to a fertility specialist and we have unexplained infertility. DH and I have been through all of the test and all came back fine. I have a doctors appointment on the 13th to view the results of my ultrasound to basically see if my cyst on my left ovary growing as I had a laproscopy done back in 2015. They removed some of the adhesions as well as I have stage 2 endo so I am prone to cyst. So the doctor wants to make sure that I am clear so she can prescibe me with clomid. I have heard horror stories from people with endo who have taken it but at this point I am going to go through with it as I am desperate. I hope that one day I will get to post my up here I just feel that it wont be any time soon and that hurts.

Hi ladies,

@ladybugsmom - hope you r doing well hun ..

@nikolina - I too tested again yesterday and the line was pretty dark.
My first scan is scheduled for next Wednesday, by then I will be 6 w4d.
I mostly feeling anxious. Every time I go to pee I check for any bleeding signs. Until the scan is done I won't feel relieved.
I am having neck and upper back pain. This is making me restless. I just want to sleep for 1 week and then go from u/s.
How are you feeling Hun..?

@hopeful, hay hun, so happy that your lines are getting dark! Im the same, every time I go to bathroom I check for any signs of bleeding, and relived that so far all is been good. Yesterday at 21 dpo I took digi, and so excited that it showed 3+, and line on test was super dark. Feel like I can relax a bit now and trying to be positive! I have scan next week too, I will be 6w2d, praying for heartbeat! How are you been feeling? For me no much symptoms, just lil bit sore bb, and super tired.

@ladysbug, hope you are doing well hun! Thinking of you xxx

@nikolina - I just have tender breasts and horrible bloating. I am so gasy that my stomach starts paining. Since my back was paining, I slept yesterday on my left. And now my hips have started paying ... blaaahhh...
I am so happy that you feel so positive ...
I will let you know how my scan goes...

Hello ladies!

I've been laying low for a while. Today is 3 dpo for me and if I conceive, my due date will be 2/24/18. I wanted to stay on this forum since I've been following you ladies and your journeys. So happy for all you ladies with the and staying positive for all of us that are still trying

How is everyone doing??

xoxo

Hi sm12267,

I think some has moved to February babies thread. You could catch them there probably.

Do you have any symptoms so far ?
Hope you get your this month.... Lods of

@nikolina - how did your u/s go ?

I had a scan last Monday. Everything looks good except that the babies heart beat is 96 bpm. It should be above 100. So a bit worried. I have a follow up scan next Monday.

How are all the other lovely ladies doing ?