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@scuba: So sorry AF showed up I wouldn't worry too much about a cyst unless the pain is constant and doesn't lessen or becomes worse. The one my OBGYN kept an eye on gave me constant pain until it went away on its own.
@Anna: I am a BAD POAS addict.... already started at 5/6dpo
@ Emma: I am so very sorry maybe it is better not knowing for sure? It may drive you crazy or it may give you some sort of peace? My thoughts are with you, though.... I've been there and I know how hard and heartbreaking it is
@Pandorica: I agree with Scuba, your chart looks very promising ! And like I told Anna, I am also a bad POAS addict
@Matarikigreen: Hope you find answers and get good news, nothing serious
AFM: Maybe around 6dpo and my POAS addict self took a test this morning. Of course it's and I just wasted another test, but I have no will power.... I need to gain some self control and at least wait until 9dpo, that's just 3 more days... long days... No other symptoms since the cramps similar to AF yesterday, which I am hopeful was implantation cramps, but probably just getting my hopes up... I have no idea what to expect in this ttc#3 journey. #2 was so easy, first cycle... but all the agony and pain we went through for our #1 baby took a long time.... So I can't help but wonder if this will be easy again or agony again...
Still sending lots of to you ladies
8 months ago
@emma I'm so sorry that you are going through this. Thoughts are with you.
@scuba sorry AF showed. I hope everything goes well at the doc if you go!
@pandorica that chart does look awesome! I hope it means great things!
@anna, @crystal I'm normally a POAS addict too but I weirdly have no desire this cycle. I don't know if it's fear of disappointment of a BFN or heartbreak of a chemical, or if it's just that I don't have big hopes for this cycle. 9 dpo now. I don't have any plans to test till after AF is due for the time being. Feeling exhausted the past two days but I think it's just jet lag!
8 months ago
@emma oh no I'm sending you so much love babe you dont deserve this
Okay so update for me... I had pinching on my left side today which is odd as its usually only right... CM increased like when I got home my underwear was almost completely white from cm (tmi I'm sorry)... I am also terrified of saying this but I'll be testing on the 19th as it marks the 10 month anniversary of my mc which is odd as I keep track I know... It'll be 3 days before AF if I decide against it that day I wont be testing till AF... The reason I am terrified is obviously that I dont want to get another negative but also because i feel like I "curse" myself by testing early... I also decided that once I get my positive I'm immediately calling my doctor because i want to try my best to keep this (possible) baby... Those who know me knows that I am super against getting blood tests to confirm pregnancy just because of the fact that it was low from day 1 with pregnancy no 1 but I feel like I want to do my best to give our baby a chance...
8 months ago • Post starter
Hi guys, I know I havent been to active lately but I have gone through all the Feels and back. I am not letting myself get excited this cycle, yes I hope and pray and wish it works this month but I am angry. Angry that all the last cycles i have had cramps and pinching and pulling and all kinds of "symptoms" and theres nothing to show for it. I think I am 6dpo and if I even feel anything I saw stop - Stop is there isnt a reason for it stop!
I am tired.
8 months ago
I want to say thank you ladies for all your lovely words, I’m in quite a bit of pain but at least the bleeding isnt bad, I had the blood test but not sure if I want to hear the results tomorrow, I’ve been in complete bits since yesterday, I never expected this and never been through it before, I feel a fool for being so upset because I was early on but I also feel justified after trying for 13 months and this being our first positive in that time, thank you all for listening xx
8 months ago • Edited
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