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Now to respond to everything from the previous thread...

Becca - Thanks hun! Glad you're feeling a bit better after that horrible dinner party!! Hopefully the next time you get invited to one you're pregnant (and better yet into your 2nd trimester so you can rub it in all their faces!! lol) Love your girls name btw! Hopefully you'll be able to use it yourself someday soon!! (And then when you see the girl that stole it snidely say "I was laughing when you told me your baby name cause we have had that picked out forever") lol! (I must be in a bit of a nasty mood right now)

Snow - Im sorry you're feeling so down, but 7dpo is still really early, even for a blood test! I heard there is only like a 3% chance of getting a positive result that early, so dont give up yet! And trust me - your preaching to the choir about having symptoms when your not pg!! I had it all and now I am waiting for af to leave... stupid witch! Hopefully she doesnt show for you! Too bad you cant use your baby names anymore, keep that new one under lock and key! lol

Kristine - Grr That is so frustrating!! If you're not going to O then why doesn mother nature have to tease you with a faint line???

Faith - I always love reading your replies! You're so funny! ("The older I get the more I find that a HUGE percentage of the world is just stupid, inconsiderate, and selfish! And it's us nice people that have to deal with it!") LOL!! So true!! And TRUST ME sometimes the things I think about people shouldnt even be said out loud they are so mean/bad! You are NOT alone! Also Grr to the stupid construction crew walking on your driveway and making your doggie unable do her business!!

Katie - I AGREE COMPLETELY!!!

AFM - Not too much to rant about today... honestly I'm too tired! Af is being werid... I have just been spotting yesterday and today when yesterday should have been medium, and today light then spotting the next 2 days... weird. Whatever. Hope I can start bding again soon so dh will lay off!

Joy

Ok, seriously?? Yesterday and today (up until 10 mins ago) had just been light spotting, so I was thinking af was gonna be short this cycle (Sweet!)... no such luck. Just went to the washroom and I am actually bleeding again! Not just spotting, actually dripping out of my when I pee! (sorry tmi) SOOOO irritating!!

i was just thinking back to high school sex ed and those crappy 80s videos about teen pregnancy. they made it seem so easy. stop using any type of birth control and BAM! pregnant. why can't life be like those horrible movies? where's my BAM!?

Snow - I wish ctp had a "like" button like facebook does... lol cause I "like" your comment!! Haha!

My gripe for the day... af sucks... I'm bleeding, I'm spotting, I'm bleeding, I've stopped, Im bleeding again... enough already!! Can we just have it come, then progressively get lighter as the days go by?? Isnt that how it's supposed to work??

Good Morning ladies:

Joy - I'm sorry AF seems to have multiple personalities this month! UGH!

Snow - I was never privey to those movies bc I went to Catholic High School. I really wanted to see them though. I figured that would be my 1st experience with soft porn - LOL!

How is everyone else?

AFM - Let's see, I was able to get the doctor to up my clomid to 100mg. I decided "let's try cd 5-9 this month." I started the clomid on Saturday and since Sunday night I have not had a good night's sleep. I keep tossing and turning and once 3:30a hits I'm up every half hour to an hour. I have also had EXTREMELY harsh anxiety the last 2 days to go along with the horrible sleep. WTF?????

My boss is gonna kill me today - I came to work in sweats and a hoody bc I just couldn't bear to put on jeans hahahaha!

wow prt 2 way to go girls!!!! so my gripe for today, absolutly no 2nd line on the opks from yesterday and this morning. i tested 6 times yesterday and 1 had a very faint line then back to nothing. i feel like crap though, my boobs feel like they do when im oing, and the tell tale achiness due to the endo has been plauging my pelvis for 2 days now, lower back pain too. this endo thing really sucks,it causes sooo many problems,including ibs. thats why i thought i would o due to the fact when i used to get a surge the hormones would cause my ibs to act up. i missed daytona with friends on sun (although it was rained out) because i spent 3 hrs in the bathroom with severe cramping and pain!!!!! i swear i turn 35 and my body goes to shit on me. all i want to do is get pg and then have a hysterectomy and be done with it for a while... FML this just sucks. ill keep testing but im thinking i should just chill and wait for the first af after the lupron and go from there and see if i have normal cycles..

That went so fast! I can't believe we are on Round two!

Hello Ladies!

Joy: So sorry AF is haveing multiple personalities (as Faith said) When I read that, I had the song Lucky For You from SheDaisy start playing in my head. I do hope she leaves you sooner than soon.

Snow: Ain't that the truth about the 80's movies. I swear if I knew it would be so hard to get knocked up, I would have started a hell of a lot earlier, lol.

Faith: Holy Hell you hit that right on the top of the head! ("The older I get the more I find that a HUGE percentage of the world is just stupid, inconsiderate, and selfish! And it's us nice people that have to deal with it!") Crackin me up all day long with your truth and wisdom!

AfM: I just got off the phone with the insurance company. I flat out asked them if they cover any infertility testing or treatment. They flat out told me NO! So, it's all out of our pocket if we want to do anything about it. The guy on the phone was really nice and warned me about even having the dr write anything about fertility/infertility in my chart may raise a red flag and insurance may question my gyn appointment! Damn BureauCRAPS!. Well, I guess i'll just wait until June then to get my yearly done since there isn't anything they can do for me anyway.
I'm 10DPO and jumpin at the bit to poas. But I'm not gonna waste my $ until I am late. I just don't want to see any negative in writing. I'd rather the witch just throw her red flag. ticktock.

That went so fast! I can't believe we are on Round two!

Hello Ladies!

Joy: So sorry AF is haveing multiple personalities (as Faith said) When I read that, I had the song Lucky For You from SheDaisy start playing in my head. I do hope she leaves you sooner than soon.

Snow: Ain't that the truth about the 80's movies. I swear if I knew it would be so hard to get knocked up, I would have started a hell of a lot earlier, lol.

Faith: Holy Hell you hit that right on the top of the head! ("The older I get the more I find that a HUGE percentage of the world is just stupid, inconsiderate, and selfish! And it's us nice people that have to deal with it!") Crackin me up all day long with your truth and wisdom!

AfM: I just got off the phone with the insurance company. I flat out asked them if they cover any infertility testing or treatment. They flat out told me NO! So, it's all out of our pocket if we want to do anything about it. The guy on the phone was really nice and warned me about even having the dr write anything about fertility/infertility in my chart may raise a red flag and insurance may question my gyn appointment! Damn BureauCRAPS!. Well, I guess i'll just wait until June then to get my yearly done since there isn't anything they can do for me anyway.
I'm 10DPO and jumpin at the bit to poas. But I'm not gonna waste my $ until I am late. I just don't want to see any negative in writing. I'd rather the witch just throw her red flag. ticktock.

I noticed the switch yesterday but I've been crazy busy with homework and stuff lately. I hate that!

I don't remember who said it, but the comment about thinking bad things about people hits right at home for me! I have a tendency to tell people things and just say label myself a bad person before they have the chance to think it. I was a pretty bitchy person before but all this ttc bull-s has made me worse. I just told my husband we are going to have a boring lonely summer because I can't stand anyone we hung out with last summer! Yay? LOL

Speaking of such, my area of complaint comes from one of those idiots in the world. I work in a daycare with infants (great job for someone with TTC issues right??) and today I took one of the kids out of a high chair and stood them up on the floor. I stood there with them and then they leaned down for some food that fell off of them after standing up. Well the kid then lost their balance and toppled over bumping their forehead on the floor so hard. Well I did everything I was supposed to do, (ice, show the site supervisor, call his parents, call the health manager, write accident report - who wants my job???) and then this girl I work with says something to me about this kids mom wanting to get birthday pictures done soon and look what I did! I was soooo mad! She kept making it sound like I pushed him and knocked him out! I felt like knocking her out right then and there! Then after that she made a comment about another child in my room who had fallen and gotten a black eye and she said I punched her! At that point I was like WTF! If she had made those comments to anyone else in the center, I very well could be fighting for my job any day now. Not to mention what if dh and I can't get pregnant ourselves and end up adopting? Can you imagine what a adoption agency would think of me with an accusation like that on my record? I was so angry! Yeah they were little jokes to her and she though they were hilarious, but it seriously could have been my career on the line and possibly my future child if we end up adopting. How can people fly off at the mouth like that and not consider what they are saying? I told her to her face that I didn't like her at the moment and she needed to get out of my room. That was the nicest think I could come up with at the time. I am almost tempted to talk to my supervisor about it because this girl is always running her mouth and it probably wouldn't be a good idea to slap her silly at work.

DH and I also started new diets, maybe that's making me moody. Ontop of my nerves for my HSG tomorrow and soon to be iui cycle. Plus homework, housework and work-work. I am stressed to the max! Somethings gotta give!

Ok enough for today, hope you ladies have a good rest of the week if I am unable to pop back on! Planning a wine night saturday with one of my good friends! Yay!

Hi ladies

bumble - Yikes!! OMG, kids fall - it happens all the time!! Its really not the end of the world! Grrr... I wanna punch that stupid woman!!!

Ayrian - Seriously, they covery NOTHING??? What a piss off!! So they will cover you if you get pregnant (even if your a dead beat and have 10 kids) but not cover you to get help to start your family? Thats total crap!

Kristine - Grr to your light line- no line -light line- no line... so frustrating! I hope af shows for you soon so you can finally KNOW whats going on and where you are in your cycle, this has gotta be driving you crazy!!

Faith - so sorry about the shitty sleep Hope it gets better soon!

AFM - Dh is making me watch Austin Powers.... thats my rant for today! Af seems to be packing her bags... starting the EPO probably tomorrow.

Joy