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Anna I know that feeling. I almost had a panic attack the other day just thinking that it’s been so many years for me that I’m absolutely delusional believing that I’ll ever get pregnant. And tbh it is kinda the truth for me.
Never been pregnant so the stress is real. But I’m being hopeful and that is something no one can take from me. Even if another test is negative I have the strength and I’ll get through this and I will try again. So do you.. so all of us..
And for you on the other hand is a bit different and more likely to happen soon. Your body showed you once that you can do this and I’m absolutely positive you will and maybe you even find out in few hours.
But we have to always remember, all of us in here, that a negative may happen and that only means that we are not pregnant THIS month. It doesn’t says we’re not gonna be in a month or even less... we may want it soooo bad NOW but whatever it is in our hands were doing it. No matter how bad the anxiety hits, truth is we are doing our best and also truth is we are strong enough even after hours of crying in the bed corner, that we’ll again stand up and keep going!
I don’t know if this will make you feel better or worse tbh lol and so sorry if it doesn’t help at all but my fingers couldn’t stop typing.. those thoughs just bursted out.. Don’t beat your self girl! Your baby is coming!!

Vs That in my opinion is totally positive!!! Hope you’ll get some darker lines in the next few days

Vs.... I say positively positive!

Anna.... I hate the end of the tww. Last month I threw a fit and thru away everything! Prenatals... supplements...opks...hpts.... annndddd then had to go buy all new things. Negative tests hurt. But I believe you are so close to that positive. You got the while group behind you no matter what

I really hope it keeps getting darker. Im in a little bit of panic mode, I hope that if we are pregnant this baby sticks. Im sorry Anna I did not read your past post, I was a little anxious with my test. I totally get the feeling you describe, the tww is such a rollercoaster of feelings and symptoms, and the waiting that makes everything much worse.
I know Anna your time is going to come soon, as it is going to happen for all of us on this board. I believe the feeling of sometimes giving up is natural, as Espence, I did have a fit some months ago were I threw all my prenatals away all to end up buying more the next month. We have to stick together and lift each other up, is the only way to overcome the giving up feeling... as we all know the reward at the end of this journey is so precious.

@anna I hope you get your positive and your wait can finally be over. I usually don't sleep the night before AF is due if I'm planning to test.

@vs I would test again in a day or two. The line looks a little blurry like a dye run but something definitely stuck there.

I'm just waiting to O. My cycles feel so long. I have been here reading and following along, just not really saying much. This last week has been kind of a funk for me. My new job is going well but meeting a bunch of new people is rough when they ask you over and over again if you have kids. I don't really mind, but it's a constant reminder that we're trying for real and that I should actually have an almost 18 month old running around. I can't shake the thought that I knew something was wrong when I was pregnant and I feel like something is wrong now. Like somehow I just know that we're going to be the lucky ones who have issues and might not ever have kids. I dunno, hopefully it's just a mood.

It says not pregnant

Of course it says not pregnant

Anna.... I'm sorry love. Digis are such a bitch. They need a higher hcg level which sucks. And seeing the words not pregnant is such a kick.
But remember... your not out till af shows. And digis need to be high hcg.

You are going to be pregnant. You will be an amazing mom

@espence personally I'm not one for that I kinda feel any test post period is accurate being it pregnant or not pregnant... Im just gonna hang out and wait for AF to show so we can get past this and try again...

No baby for me this month guys AF showed super heavy from the start I didn't even spot or anything it was just full blown... I think I might have "developed" if you can put it like that endometrioses because my periods have changed so much (heavier and definitely more painful)… I'd definitely have to check out my ovaries though because I do have cycsts and im scared that they might be what causes the constant twinges and pinches