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Hey ladies! Sorry for not responding to everyone posting after me but my internet connection is so shitty for some reason, it’s been so difficult to go to this last page.

I hope everyone is doing physically and mentally ok! To whoever AF came I’m sending big hugs and positive vibes for a healthy and lucky new cycle.

To anyone who is waiting to test I’m more than exited to see as many as possible BFPs in the next few days and I know that the anticipation is killing you. Try to think positive and as Dee told some time ago, just enjoy this “ignorant bliss” !!!

To the ladies who are waiting to ovulate like me! Let’s go catch that egg!!! lol Hopefully our BD timing will do the trick this cycle! Fingers crossed for all of us ladies! Our turn will come soon

Well end of day (Lol it's 4pm) update for me... My boobs don't hurt as much as they did yesterday, still tender but not super sore. I had more twinges and pinching today especially on my left side... CM is still dry although I though it was gushing out of me so I ran to the bathroom but nothing My cervical position yesterday was super high and closed, today it is still high but it feels like its starting to open... I think that's a sign that I have to start preparing for AF tomorrow but hopefully not... I want to test so so bad but I don't want to waste money on a negative test so I'm holding out super bad until I officially missed AF (3 days till cd30 which is the latest I can show) or at least till Friday... I don't know where I'm standing anymore I'm walking around the entire day going "I'm gonna be doing this pregnant" which is something that I had with my first pregnancy but I had it while not being pregnant as well and AF showed so I don't know emotionally where I'm at... I'm absolutely terrified of AF showing because I think I built my hopes up so badly that I'll be crushed if not pregnant but I'm also terrified that if I am pregnant that it'll end again so right now im hoping for the best...

There's also a tiny little bump or rough edge on the opening of my cervix which is weird I don't think I noticed it before but I was at the OBGyn 2 months ago so I'm not concerned about that yet and I am going again in 4 months which seems like a lot of time but it's really not

it was negative guys, I promised I wouldn't cry but that was a lie. I feel so numb, if it wasn;t because I had to work this morning I would probably have had a few drinks.
I feel beaten and cheated. this sucks.

We are in our 2nd year of actively trying although we technically have been trying for 3 years. We have done 3 IUI's (MFI) and are scheduled for 3 more. We have taken some time away to try and get our minds to relax, lose some weight, get a healthier eating lifestyle going etc. So we have been on a hiatus for 3 months. I really want a baby (as well all do).
I was able to relax a bit over the holidays and not symptom spot, but this month i am going crazy!! I am only 7 DPO. There are no symptoms to spot yet...

DeeCar05 So sorry girl! I always think I won't be too disappointed or cry... but I always do! Don't give up!

Oh dee... I'm so sorry lovely.

Hey ladies! I just spent an hour at work reading this post from the beginning. Wow! The ups and downs. I’m waiting on the edge of my seat for a bfp from Anna! Your symptoms sound so promising!! Good luck!

Anna Let’s hope that AF will stay away! I’m really crossing my fingers for you girl!
Also about the bumb on Your cervix I was very surprised to read that cuz the last 2-3 months I have the same thing and I was so worried about it. One of the reasons I want to talk to my doctor this month except which side I ovulate, is this bump too. I was too anxious to bring it up here and now you said the same thing. In about a week I’ll see my doctor and we’ll see what he says!

Dee I’m so sorry girl! Please don’t get too discouraged. I know it sounds too cliche especially if you’re not on your best mood but you’re not out till Af comes

Meghan Good luck! I hope you’ll get those beautiful pink lines soon!

Espece and Alex thank you! today for some reason its been shittier than other times. I think AF is coming full force.