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Hi ladies, I have been out of town for the last couple of days, and I have kept myself away from testing. AF should arrive tomorrow and Im praying for it to stay away. Im sorry @Dee for the negative test and @anna I have muy fingers crossed for you, your symptoms sound so promising.
Its hard to keep up with everyone, but I just wanted to tell all of you ladies you are all so strong and ttc is a crazy journey that sometimes sucks.
I'll be testing tomorrow if I dont wake up to AF as I usually do, and I hope I get to tell you all the good News.

@dee awww babe I'm so sorry how long before AF is supposed to show still?

@alex yeah I dont know if I was just ignorant and didnt feel it before but with my papsmeer results a year ago they found precancerous cells in my cervical walls so now I'm scared it's that but it could be totally normal lol... But yeah find out and keep me posted

@vs I think we have the same cycles then because AF is due for me today as well... I hope she doesnt arrive for you !!

No major updates just that my boobs didnt hurt when I woke up but they do a little on the side now... I'll check my cp around 9AM and see where we stand but I'm just gonna try and keep my mind occupied...

The day has arrived!! lol or not yet but hopefully

So we just baby danced and I have cramping like a mother* ... Got up and my entire pelvical area contracted which sucked and then it felt better again... Ran to the bathroom because I thought AF would show but my cervix is way way high up and it went back to being hard and closed Absolutely terrified I dont know if AF will show or not

@Anna I do hope this is it for you!!
@Dee I’m so sorry! Hope you were able to treat yourself to a nice glass of wine tonight and are feeling a bit better. I was pretty upset last week too but now on CD5 I feel much better and ready to try again. Sending lots of good vibes your way!

@agatch thanks babe I think i'd be absolutely heartbroken if it does not happen this month... There's just too many things making me believe it is that if it isn't I'd feel embarrassed for one for feeling this way and massively confused and upset because what was all of that then...

Checked my CP again now and its still high but starting to open so I don't know if I have to prepare for AF or not

If no AF today I'm testing with my digi tomorrow and praying its fucking positive... There's so much stress happening at work and I might quit my job before the end of the week and I just want to know if my stress right now is manageable or if I have to stay calm for baby

@Anna eeeek I'm on tenderhooks here!

Trying to keep up with all the messages!

I'm CD8 and another low reading on my fertility monitor. Last month I had a high readings from day 8 so this is good news! Hopefully it will peak at the weekend as it is so much easier to BD when not exhausted from work!! xx

@ItsAnna - Fx af doesn't show and you get a nice bfp.

As for me, I've starting to get some brown spotting and feeling like af will show up today (usually get a sharp sensation in my uterus). To make it even more sucky, I was finally starting to get a more visible line.