Anna, Dee and Jl thank you ladies for your words of encouragement. It’s so nice to have a place to come and feel ppl get you..
Scuba yea I overlay my charts all the time and it’s so unhealthy for my mental health tbh because through all of thousands of charts of course it will be one or two to match mine pregnant or not.. is just an easy coincidence...
12DPO today and I haven’t tested. I don’t think there is a point for me to. Period cramps are prominent, my temp drop a slight again today and the witch is probably gonna be here any day now. I’m giving up on tests and predictions.. I don’t think I want to test early again.. I’m disgusted by my self digging through the trash can to see if my previously negative test suddenly gave birth to a magical second line.... I’m sick of taking way to many tests one after another just in case the previous one was just a faulty one... I’m sick of this shit.. I want to be happy again and I’m not.. I’m so depressed and I’m not here for it. When I’m not testing I’m so much calmer and I need that in my life.
Sorry ladies for that but I needed to vent a bit
3 years ago
@bimini we’re exactly the same dpo. I tested yesterday with a frer and got a bfn. Trying to hold out until tomorrow (12 dpo) to test again, but we’ll see!
@scuba I’m so sorry to hear you think you might be out this month. Fingers crossed for you that your bfp is right around the corner.
3 years ago
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