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@missybev yeah it just sucks and the positives that I did see didnt last so getting excited or staying hopeful about something is basically impossible (or to me it feels like that)

@confuuzed29 - I hope so!

@confuzed I just dont know what to do anymore I tried opks, I tried primrose oil, I tried pregnacare conception, even meditation and massages... I scaled down on the amount of coffee I drink and still it didnt work... Hell I dont even know if I ovulated this month seeing as my opks never got darker than a close positive before going down to negative again and if I have a 27 day cycle I should have picked ovulation up because it should have been anywhere from beginning of using opks to ending of using them... So I dont know what I'm doing wrong

@its Anna Wow that doesn't sound good, I hope you feel better soon, and if the bleeding is that bad and continues I would go see your doctor, there might be something wrong. Crossing my fingers all is well with you

Thank you all for the kind words, Cried a lot this week, but hanging in there. My bosses are absolutely fantastic they are completely compassionate and understanding and they are all older men. I have been able to grieve a bit but I still feel empty inside, I guess that feeling wont go away for a while. I think the worst part of all of this was telling my husband. We where all so excited.

@confuzed. I am so so happy for y all. Stay positive ladies. Idk when and if I have ovulated yet but I had watery with some very light ewcm and my libido has been picking up. I have also been craving a lot of chocolate and sweets which usually happen around my ovulation and AF. DH and I have been every other day but I am not really too focused this cycle , too many things happening: trying to register for my student teaching next year, we had a wedding this weekend, my little one 1st bday then Thanksgiving, then my DH surprise 40th bday then Xmas. So I am really unfocused but I really would love a xmas baby. I am praying for all of ys ladies and still thinking that we will have lots of by the end of the year.

@itsanna thank you :)

@sac thank you :) I think the same way!! I just need to poas regardless. I used internet cheapies too and some are definitely less sensitive than others. Easy @ home is great! But one step from UK ebay is terrible. Also want to tell you that I also got that heaviness feeling in my lower abdomen from about 8dpo until now. Hope it's a good sign for you!

@confuzed yes that's good that AF is staying away!

@itsanna that's terrible news about her baby. I hope that things will go smoothly for her and the bed rest helps a lot.

@Shay sounds like good signs!

Update for me: bfp is definitely darker. Now 12 dpo. Just told hubby in the most tacky way. I bake cookies as a hobby so while I was making cookies for his friends I was able to sneakily make the cookies in this photo. Not the most romantic way but we have that sense of humor and DH loved it and thought it was hilarious.

For symptoms the fatigue has really kicked in. My head is in a sleepy fog all day long. Also some pinching and dull aches in lower abdomen. I'm really cheering you ladies on!! Hoping to see more of you get your bfps very soon!!

Thanks so much for the love and encouragement girls, I don’t want to be telling people/husband yet so it’s great to have the women on this site to encourage each other. Sac, keep us updated. The internet cheapies tend to be the most difficult to see a bfp on so keep that in mind when testing. :)

I’m at the hospital about to get the blood draw and am FREAKING OUT. Soooo nervous the wondfos are still barely visible almost like shadows, but the frer is def positive. Hope it’s not going to be a chemical. I remember a year ago emailing my doc, getting a beta, and the repeat beta showed lowered numbers. Ended in a chemical. I need to just take a deep breath and pray to calm down.

Thanks so much! Love to everyone. I took another frer this evening and line looks the same as this morning. Will take another one with fmu tomorrow before work.