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@While: I'm thinking we may start trying again this cycle. I was unsure and still a little nervous about it, but the DH is saying he wants to keep trying.

1st: how are u doing?

while: I saw a pic of a friend of mine today on facebook, we found out we were pregnant the same day and had exact EDD, it was her baby shower. Yeah, that made me sad too darling... I hear ya...

I started counseling to be able to cope with the miscarriage. Even having two daughters a loss is a loss. So... I am optimistic I am going to be able to be at peace with this whole thing. In time. I have a funny feeling that after I pass my EDD I think I will be lighter. In theory I am still pregnant, my EDD was 1/1/14. So, this is one of the reasons why I think im struggling so much. And the fact that month after month I don't conceive only adds more stress to it.
(to the extent that I think affected my fsh level numbers and so many other things, I feel so heavy emotionally)
I am waiting and seeing what's going to happen next.
Not saying Im taking a more laid back approach. I would be lying. I am taking a smart approach.
Acupuncture, counseling, doing WHEATGRASS pills and shots, royal jelly, temping, opk. I think we all are!
trying to remain calm and guarding my hopes.
challenging huh?!?!
I know in my heart it will happen for all of us.
I just know.

love to all
baby dust and super sticky vibes!

@GVM - yes, I started counseling too. It has been very helpful. Yes, it is so strange to know that right now I should be about 38 weeks pregnant and I'm not. )-: I am hoping things will get easier after the due date. However, my BFF is due in January - it's very bittersweet, and I think her baby will forever be a marker of where my baby "should" be, if that makes sense.

So thankful I will get to hold my baby one day in heaven. (-:

While: yes... your bff's baby will somewhat always bring that feeling to your mind. Forever... that's a fact right?!?! But, one thing my mom told me, that kind of makes sense and somewhat has helped me to understand things a little better... ok, here you go: maybe your angel 's purpose was to be/feel loved/wanted. Even short lived as it was for us, for the angels it could have been the whole purpose why they were placed in our bellies. To experience love. You know that abortions go on all the time and maybe those souls need to experience the opposite.
I am sure a lot of people may disagree but when I heard that, it made sense to me. So, the angel one way or another could be very happy. Sucks for us, who are left with so much love to give to that angel....
It is something to think about...
and yes, we all will hold our angels one day.

Stay strong darling!

In theory, if I am pregnant, my due date will be my sister-in-laws wedding day! Ouch! What terrible timing!!! I guess we will know before too long :)

@Alli - what cycle day are you on?

GVMDL: I am doing ok. Thanks for asking.

The pains and cramps have seemed to have disappeared and I am back to my AF is "normally". I did call my OBGYN this morning to see if I needed to just cancel my appointment scheduled next week or what I needed to do. They want me to come tomorrow morning just to be checked over and do another blood draw to make sure my levels are going back to "normal". FX'd that everything is getting back to the way it should be.

@1stTTC - I'm glad that you aren't having too much physical pain. I am hoping that things normalize quickly for you.

AFM, 7 DPO. This is about the time when I usually break down and start testing. But I really don't want to this time, AND I don't really feel any PG symptoms, other than my face has broken out TERRIBLY. However, I think it might be because I have started using the non-filtered water in my house to wash my face lately (Somehow our city water does terrible things to my skin so I put filters on our showerheads). Anyway, That's the only symptom symptom. I was thirsty last night, but that happens. So, anyway....

Anyone testing anytime soon?

@While: Thank you :) And FX'd for you and a BFP! :)

Hey everyone how are things.ive been reading up on u ladies. Any new updates