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I'm sorry, Tairat. Hang in there xo.

Swga - my hormones are INSANE. Yesterday I exploded for no reason practically. Today I felt a little nausea - went to cafe at work and got an egg sandwich and was going to get orange juice til I saw apple juice and just had to have it... I NEVER want apple juice. I'm thinking maybe a good sign? lol. I peed on a FRER yesterday and today and today I swear I see a squinter, but I won't post it cuz if it's there, it's hardly there LOL... I ALWAYS think I see squinters so I'm not getting any kind of excited yet haha. I am thinking I'm 9dpo today. I felt a slight pain on my lower belly yesterday - implantation perhaps or something else... who knows!

Anyone else still in their TWW and getting ready to test soon?

My test from this am - also on my page where you can invert it and do greyscale etc... I think I see a second line coming or maybe I just have line eyes? lol

Little further away too... whatcha think? Prob evap? Maybe beginning of BFP?

BGB- my eyes are terrible at seeing the faint lines, I think it may be my lighting. Sorry I'm not much help :( fingers crossed tho!!!

I swore there was the tiniest hue of pink earlier when I used the bathroom at work. I was thinking....Good, by this afternoon/evening AF should be fully starting and today can be considered day 1. Totally in the mindset to move on.
Except, now there's absolutely nothing when I wipe :(
Was I just imagining things earlier? Is the tp at work an off color? So many questions lol
Ugh. This cycle is going to be the end of me! Lol

BGB- I honestly can’t tell. Hopefully that line you see will keep getting darker!!

Manders- ugh- I hate when I think I see something and then next time it’s nothing. Makes me second guess myself. Hopefully you’ll be able to figure it out soon!!

Let us know any updates!!! I’m still having to wait a few days until I can start testing. My hormones are all over the place today. I went full mommy tone with my 3 year old last night. I’m ready To get off this hormonal roller coaster.

Manders- could it have been implantation bleeding?

Swga - I hear u on the emotional roller coaster! How long will you wait to test?

Took a test this am and it was negative. Pretty sure I'm out, but no AF yet - due on Sunday so we'll see, but I think she will show her ugly face.

Ugh! Maybe there is still hope BGB??
I’m not feeling like this is my month but I’ve a few more days until AF shows up next Wed.

Anyone else have an update?

I had a dream about BFNs last night that really made me feel out of it this month. I keep going back and forth.

This morning BFN on pregmate cheapie (9 dpo only though). I’ve also been POAS with OPKs to deter myself from busting into my FRERs before the weekend and something interesting is happening but it might just be regular people regular pre-AF shifts: FMU was basically no line on an OPK and BFN on cheapie HPT but around 9am OPK was registering something - I’d say a mid-range line. The kind you get a day or two before a surge. I had to owe about an hour and a half later so I took another and it was the same. So I dipped another HPT stick in — I think I had lime eyes but I thought maybe there was a hint of the very faintest of lines. Couldn’t register it on camera and probably very wishful thinking and my poor eyesight look but it kind of made me more excited about waiting for a FRER this weekend — even if it wasn’t what I thought it was

Also, I have been getting super hot the past 2 days. I wouldn’t call them hot flashes because they’re constant but it’s definitely been noticeable and weird for me. Worried it might just be age-related hormonal things but hoping maybe it’s a sign of something else?

I really hope you’re all holding up okay. This has been such a rollercoaster and I’m new to it. It really has opened up my eyes to some very important things that I only partially realized and definitely has humbled me and my respect for everyone out there ttc has grown so much.

I sincerely am rooting for all of you. I hope everyone here finally gets that BFP and soon. I will be so excited for you and can not wait to celebrate you!

Omg LIME EYES. There was an ad on my phone that was making typing difficult and kept freezing my keyboard LOL please excuse all those typos above