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I'm with agatch....that is crazy will power. I would crumble for sure lol I'm sending truck loads of and

I dont know if its will power, or cowardice. Ha, right now I can keep hoping. Buuuttttt I'll probably cave, I'm off work Thursday and have the house to myself, that's when the crazy really starts lol

You've been so supportive of me and all these ladies in our struggle. It is so nice to have a community to turn to when you have TTC stress that no one IRL seems to understand. I hope we can provide that for you!

A CP is a hard loss because you've built so much hope and excitement into such a short period of time and then it is gone as quickly as it came. I think it is also difficult too because well intentioned friends and family try to minimize the loss in an attempt to make you feel better, which in turn makes you question how upset you feel. A loss is a loss. I know for me the hardest part is all the dreams I had for the future fading away.

On a positive note,I saw your test and I thought it was a faint line! Fingers crossed for you! I can't believe how amazing you are planning to wait. If it were me I would have taken like 50 tests lol. I think it is great that you are keeping a positive attitude. Best of luck!

Aw thanks ladymae, I so appreciate you stopping in to comment on my journey, especially when you are going thru a loss.
CP are hard, I really had to explain to my mom that even though it was early.... I had pinned all my Hope's on that plus sign. I had dreams about every moment of that journey and then watched it fade.

But I have found so much strength and resilience in this community that it hard not to be hopeful!

I'm sure I'll crack tomorrow and pee on every test I can get my hands on ha. If it's a line hopefully it will have had time to darken up for me!

Anxiously awaiting an update for you

So I broke down and bought a 3 pack of FRER and I think I have another faint line :/ it looks a tad pinker to me...but line eyes. I just wish I knew what dpo I was! That way I could at least have an idea if I'm testing early or late.

And now that the tests are in the house.... its gonna take a team of wild horses for me not to use all of them in 24 hours! Annnndddd I'm watching my 18month old nephew today..... which is making me just picture what my babe will look like in my house. I need my step daughter to come home from school and distract me!!

Well there is def a line! And it does look pinker to me too. That bit about your nephew is really sweet! You will have the pitter patter of your babes little feet soon I just know it!

I'm just hoping it gets darker....and then stays dark. I really was set on not testing early this month.....but theres no self control when it comes to these things, at least not to me! I'm trying not to get too excited.

Definitely a darker line!
You sound like you will be a terrific mom!!!