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@confused that is usually the best way to go at things and we're basically doing the same but during the tww wait this time (I decided to test next week Wednesday/Thursday no early testing this time)...

My mind is quite occupied though I have to say... My friend is getting married in November so we have wedding planning to do and her bachelors party is next weekend so I'm focused on that as well as some stuff me and SO are doing together so quite a lot of exciting things to keep my mind busy

Even this morning when I woke up I only realized that I'm 4dpo already lol didnt expect that to happen

So the lady who miscarried around the same time I did in May just announced her pregnancy and I'm heartbroken I just cant deal today...

@itsanna I'm sorry babe, ttc is a bitch at times!

@confused I want to be happy for her I just cant be today... I mean we're here for support and we're here for the April babies and the may babies and the June babies and in between shit just happens that breaks you and I mean no offense to the ladies with positives there's nothing but love here but sometimes you just want to be selfish and vent about it because I dont understand how it works and why it works a certain way sometimes

9 or 10 dpo running g out of hope for this month

@knoppers you're still really early babe dont lose hope yet

It's so hard every month just gets harder and harder

@knoppers trust me babe I know I just had a mental breakdown on the thread earlier because someone announced a pregnancy so yeah

If had those days, just time where "that's supposed to be me" I feel ya girl...one day...I hope