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@muffin this is heartbreaking. Im so sorry for your loss. I applaud your attitude. That baby is now your little angel for sure.

@confuzed i have just been really busy with baby and halloween and planning a trip.

@itsAna you are my African sister. I am from Cameroon but I now live in the States. Anyway, i feel really sad for you as well. I was sure it was your month. Cry, drink some wine or something then get back at it.

I am praying for all of us to get our holidays babies.

Well guys I decided this month will be my "unhealthy" month... I had a bad habit of smoking and I did stop but I'm gonna have a few smokes, have some wine and not track anything this month... I need a break and wlli get back at it next month... Good luck to everyone else though !!

@itsAnna I hear you, I wish you all the best and enjoy the time off, always good to take a rest when you are too stressed.

@itsAnna sorry to hear. Hope you feel better soon and enjoy a more relaxed month
@muffin I am so sorry for your loss. I will keep you in my thoughts and hope you get your rainbow baby soon.
Hope to hear some good news from everyone still waiting this month.

@muffin I'm so sorry to hear. That's absolutely heartbreaking. I'm so happy that you're forging on and pushing through despite your situation. Really crossing my fingers for your rainbow baby.

@itsanna do what you need to do and let loose and enjoy life. You deserve it. I think its a good idea to try and reduce stress anyway you can especially after trying for a while.

I agree stress affects things so much. When we were TTC our #1, it took us about 8 months to get pregnant (I think I had a CP in those 8 months but otherwise nothing). I ended up getting pregnant on the cycle I was taking a break. My husband was travelling during my fertile week so I figured there was no way it would happen and took a break from temping. I ended up ovulating late that cycle but didn't know it (my cycle were pretty much the same every month but somehow I ovulated almost a week late) and we conceived the day my husband got back from his trip. So I really think it is amazing how much good relaxing a bit can do!!

Feeling out feeling depressed. No AF spotting like I normally have a CD 26 but made the mistake of testing and not first morning pee either the test was all done wrong it wasnt working. I dont think I peed enough so I repeed on it and it showed up I feel fat on top of all this and I just want to hide in a corner. Plus today I found some of my so's medical history where he had hormone pellets insemination down in 2016 for low testosterone. Hes not mentioned this at all to me.

I kinda feel like my body is taunting me because I'm back to cd2 now and I have sharp pains in my boobs and they feel bruised in the middle...

Guys I'm having the heaviest period ever like last night I bled through just over an hour and this morning again

@its Anna Wow that doesn't sound good, I hope you feel better soon, and if the bleeding is that bad and continues I would go see your doctor, there might be something wrong. Crossing my fingers all is well with you

Thank you all for the kind words, Cried a lot this week, but hanging in there. My bosses are absolutely fantastic they are completely compassionate and understanding and they are all older men. I have been able to grieve a bit but I still feel empty inside, I guess that feeling wont go away for a while. I think the worst part of all of this was telling my husband. We where all so excited.