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Ovulation at last?

I don't want to get too hopeful since I haven't ovulated in the past five months...but it's looking likely at the moment! But I've been fooled before so I'm waiting for the temperature rise. I'm desparate to see a high temp tomorrow morning and I know I'll be so disappointed if it doesn't happen. DH was in to get tested earlier this week, so we should have his results next week and I have my scan next week as well. So it's all a bit stressful. But yesterday was the first time I had used OPKs and it was positive, plus heaps of EWCM, low temps and really sore/sensitive nipples...sounds promising right? It's CD59 today, well kind of cause last cycle was annovulatory so I hadn't really had much of a period just a bit of spotting but I started a new cycle anyway cause the one before was already over 70 days long!

I just found out yesterday that my friend is pregnant. She is only 21 and they weren't trying, cause they still live with his parents and don't earn much...so I heard the news and apparently she is "okay with it". That could not be more of a slap in the face. I feel guilty for thinking that, but you can't help but feel jealous with everything we are going through trying to conceive. It's frustrating.

On the plus side I found out the other day that I've got a really fantastic new job, and I've been working so hard to get this position so I'm over the moon about that. I always felt that I wanted to do something career-wise before starting a family, but as I got older it just wasn't happening and I didn't want to wait any longer before TTC, so maybe everything happens for a reason cause if we'd conceived with no problems I might be six months gone by now and wouldn't have even gone for the new job! Every cloud has a silver lining I guess.

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