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The Waiting Game

It's been a week since my last entry when I posted about the spotting and wondering if it was implantation spotting or my period coming on. I still don't have an answer today and my body fooled me again yesterday. I went to the rest room before I left work and saw a very small amount of sticky very light red discharge. So in my head I'm thinking that by the time I get home I should be flowing. Negative. When I got home and checked again around 8 p.m. I still hadn't started bleeding.

Now the reason why this is kinda of dragging on is because on Monday and Tuuesday I felt like throwing up out of no where. Then I thought maybe I was catching this stomach virus that has been going on for about a week now with people at work and people I just run accross. Never "caught" anything to where I was throwing up I just feel queasy when i think of eating, kinda of while I'm eating, after I've eaten and in random spurts when I lay down after eating.

The other reason this is all keeping me hanging onto the thought that I might still be pregnant is that a couple of my aunts told me they continued to spot throughout their pregnancy. So here I am on Day 57 of my cycle and I'm all torn. Torn because my last cycle was 71 days and because I don't know if I'm pregnant or my period is acting up again. Times like this it's hard not to hope but my husband won't let me not hope and I love him for it. We've been talking about names and our relocation to Colorado IF I am pregnant and he's never negative.

Thankful but waiting.....

"Whatever is to be, must be" - Bob Marley

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