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EmpressEbony

My Beautiful Life in 2014

After the last visit to the doctor when I found out I had a cyst on one of my ovaries my king and I started discussing moving somewhere else outside of California would be beneficial for our health and happiness. In California we were always having setbacks and it felt like that's all we spent our life doing is recovering from setbacks. So we did about a year's worth of research and decided on Colorado. On March 1, 2013 we became official residents of Colorado. We moved around a bit during that first year for my kings work, I have to admit that 8 months off from working or even having to worry about working felt so good! I got in touch with myself and I own truth and I became physically healthy.

From March 2013 - June 2013 I had a constant cycle. I was so scared that there was something seriously wrong with my body but I refused to go to any doctors, I wasn't about to be put on medications. I eventually got a job at a Massage Envy as an Esthetician and one of the therapist that I worked alongside introduced me to a book about Theta Healing and Reiki. Around the same time, someone from one of my social media accounts offered to introduce me to their reiki master. After 1 minute of speaking with her I knew that I needed to work with her. She did reiki healing (energy healing) on me and helped me to learn how to use and research healing crystals to balance my chakras. She believed that she could help me get regulated as soon as we started but she wanted to work with me for a minimum of 3 months. During this 3 months she taught me of who I was in my past life, how to use essential oils with healing crystals to balance my chakras and let me tell you ladies..... IT WORKED! My cycle immediately stopped and I've been regular since July 2013!!!

Although my body was regulated and I changed my eating habits to ital (RasTafari eating excluding any shell fish, bottom feeding fish, beef, pork or grapes from the vine) in combination with the health high altitude of Colorado I feel very healthy. My spirit is in a great place, I got a great job working with the University, and my king and I bought our first house. It's a huge property so I've been getting plenty of exercise just from keeping it up and changing things in the garden and our yard. Pretty much I'm trying to say that I feel completely balanced and at peace.. And as far as I know I'm not pregnant..yet. But that's ok. I'm in a good place spiritually and I know that Jah's plan must be done because His will for my life is what I'm here for. So I've been living I life for the King and I know he will send me seed when His time is perfect.

With all that being said.. I'm confident enough in I love for the King of Kings that I can say that I think I'm pregnant! AHHHH!

Ok so here is the breakdown. In April I stopped my cycle on or around the 15th. On April 19th I went to a concert with my king and told him that I felt "different" down there. The best way I could describe it, even though it makes me feel a likkle nasty lol, is I felt loose. It lasted the entire night and in the morning it was gone. We were at the Julian Marley concert :) So then fast forward to May 19th and 20th, I spotted red then brown and on the 21st there was no blood at all. Today is now the 26th and still no cycle. The icing on the cake to all that has been this... I'm not sure about the date but first I had a dream of my daughter. She looked around 11 or 12 in my dream and she looked just like my king and I, had beautiful think long straight hair and was so short! She was beautiful. The night after that I had a dream of our son as a baby, he was maybe 2-3 months old in my dream and again he looked exactly like my king and I. I went about 4 days without any dreams then I dreamt of my son again, which made me think he is coming first. Then on Friday the 23rd my friend came over and fought everything in herself not to tell me this but ended up telling me that she saw herself talking to my belly.

"Whatever is to be, must be" - Bob Marley