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I know exactly how you feel. We have been TTC for 8 months since a miscarriage and every single month is a roller coaster of emotion. This month is especially difficult because we have an appointment with a fertility Dr on Thursday, the day AF is due to arrive. I am currently 12 DPO and trying to decide if I should take an HPT so I could cancel my appt if we did actually get pg this cycle. I just really don't want to see a negative test again. I try to keep a positive attitude and my fingers crossed for a positive HPT, but after months of convincing myself that I was pregnant and wasn't, a positive attitude is hard to come by. You know that cartoon with the devil on one shoulder and the angel on the other? Thats how I feel every day of every TWW. The only advice I have for you is to try to remember that it will happen eventually. If not this month, then maybe the next. That's my motto anyway. Good Luck to you.

Thank u so much! I just have so many symptoms but im sooo worried that I will see that negative. I hope u get the answer u r looking for. If u arent this month maybe tge fertility doc can give.u the answers u need. Much luck!