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I’m driving myself nuts here , I’ve done a FRER at 9dpo ( this is approx I’m not tracking so I’ve gone back to the calendar and guessed based on my cycles when I was TTC my son in 2017) early evening expecting it to be neg and nope it’s fsintly positive . Thought it was an evap but it’s pink ?? Came up within 10 minutes ish so it’s out of time frame but idk. So yesterday late evening I did another , negative . No hint of a line nothing . Today with FMU I’ve taken one and it’s negative with the tiniest shadow of a line , I’m convinced that’s an evap no pink on it that I can see . I wrote it off as a chemical pregnancy , but here’s my symptoms which I’m still having even stronger today and they started from around 5dpo:

Tingly tits ( I know that sounds like a stripper’s stage name but bear with )- feels like the milk let down sensation and I found dried crust in my bra ( v sexy ) which upon squeezing the nips lots of colostrum type stuff comes out . ( something that tipped me off I was preggers with the second , but I did stop breastfeeding last May so I’m wondering if it’s just from that )

Nausea from around 6dpo, the sort that goes if you keep eating makes your mouth salivate and now at 11dpo this evening I’m feeling very sicky no matter what I eat ( I’ve had HG with both pregnancies prior )

Lots of watery cm, cervix high and firm but soft ? Feels swollen like a donut only way to describe it .

Sore boobs on the sides but stabbing pains not an ache more like it’s a muscle inside squeezing and radiating down to the nipple if that makes sense .

I’m tired , and nauseous , and have funny tingly boobies . I’ve had two kids prior , I know what pregnancy feels like . I’ve had a positive test on frer. But yet. I’m hesitant to think I am ? The line is so faint and I’ve had two negs since AND I’m not due on until 4th Feb I ovulate around day 10/11 in my cycle .

How Can I have a positive one day then two negs? Is it just early days ? I’ve been off my food too but at random times like we had spag meatballs tonight and I couldn’t stomach it even though I’m starving I’m just eating bread .

Is it all in my head ? This is too early to feel anything surely ? Also I never get sick or sore boobs on AF and I wasn’t trying to conceive , I only did the test because I noticed these symptoms that won’t go away . I’m so baffled