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Oh boy!

Starting to get hopeful! No sign of af whatsoever! Trting to be cautious and rational. Maybe I didnt O onletrozole this cycle maybe it was delayed O....who knows could be just about anything including a pregnancy!!!!! Would I be so lucky??? After three years one becomes douvtfuland pessimistic :( I would really say no big O but II'm cramping just a little so something must be going on in there lol my doubtful self says oh you just o'd later than you thought and instead of being 16/17 or 18 dpo Im only 10/11 or 12. I would consider doing a hpt but I am out lol checked all through my drawer not a stray one in sight!! Maybe it was a sign to say stop testing fool and let it be. I cant express my emotions if in fact I finally have conceived. I dont even know if I can handle the onslought of thoights/feeling that will be rushing through my head. Whats funny is if I have conceived it will have happened during on of the absolute most stressful period in my life! We have to move which sucks in itself so now I have to worry about the kids getting them into a new school, it was pretty bad finding a place but finally I so lucked and found the cutest apartment out in the country with a stream and a church across the street! We are moving this weekend :) but with this our bills have stacked up now im stressingover getting caught up. Its just been really really rough the , past few weeks. Now things are calming down going to go have breakfast with my mommy :) and maybe grab a test on the way home from work but well see maybe just let it ride. Funny thoigh how they say be stress free and youll conceive but I guess im just the opposite and need to be nexk deep in true stress to conceive lol only me, just only me :) Have a good day ladies!

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