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Yesterday or today was my expected period. So far today all I have its creamy light pink/brownish discharge and no real period.

I had to get up early to go give documents to the translator - so my husband and I can move his visa process along - InshaAllah.

So although I took my BBT at 8am - it wasn't at my usual time I take it and it seemed out of wack - in the 98 region after everything being 99 and up. I retook my BBT at 10 am and 11am - just to see if my temp increased - it did to 101 and 99.9

So I am throwing out my BBT for today and just waiting for Aunt Flo to arrive instead.

I keep praying that I am pregnant and to increase my trust in Allah's power and plan for myself and my husband.

I feel alone in this process. My husband is very laid back and doesn't appear to care when yet again Aunt Flo arrives every month. I do care a lot. It feels like a failure of myself in a very basic biological way.

Oh Allah give us a child who is the light of the deen and health. Ameen

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