roller coaster going down.
I woke up this morning feeling down. I know emotions are crazy and so are thoughts but I am starting to feel like its not happening this month. I know, i am crazy if anything I am 4DPO and I feel so discourage. I want my BFP sooo bad!! I am still happy to be in the 2ww but I am in the sad part where I think of how so much time has passed and still nothing.
10 Comments • 9 months ago
Hey, your my TWW buddy I'm either 4DPO or 6DPO. I have a 6 year old and I'm trying for another. I used a donor my bf has a vasectomy and we just broke up last week which throw me all off when I went in for my ultrasound to look a my follicle I was so numb to everything the doc was saying given what had just transpired between my bf and I so when I went home to give myself the trigger shot since I had left it at home I wasted the majority of the medication out of the syringe. So, this cycle was a total a mess. But that's neither here or there we can go through the TWW together. I have absolutely no symptoms except mild cramps and fatigue from the progesterone I'm taking.
9 months ago
@mommyttc sorry to hear about your bf, that totally effing sucks!
I dont have any babies but havent lost hope. I dont know what to call them but I think I have cramp like or tube pain since Tuesday, back pain and I am really tired this morning. could be the weather. I know its early still so I dont wanna overthink anything yet.
9 months ago • Post starter
@espence yes!! its been crazy, I felt more optimistic following the HSG but idk its feels like my body is not responding and its annoying. I caved and told my sister about it, surprisingly she was nice and supportive. she told me to get my positive hat on and do what I have to do until my body cant tolerate it anymore. So I have an imaginary Pharell hat on.
8 months ago • Post starter
@photomama I am soo sorry, there are no words. but I am sending you a virtual hug, dont give up its bound to work!!!
@espence yes I agree, I woke up happy this morning, mind you I have been up since 3:30am thanks to my husband but I managed to stay positive. I wished I had a shorter cycle and that way i wouldn't have to wait that long.
8 months ago • Post starter
@photomama you're not out into AF shows. Hey ladies glad to hear everyone is more positive today. Only symptoms I'm having is a slightly running or stuffy nose and I had pains on the right of my stomach but maybe that was due to something I ate or just a stomach cramp because I know that's not a symptom just that it hurt like hell yesterday..lmbo. I'm just glad its Friday. I'm only 5 DPO or 7DPO so I have a ways. Anyone testing this weekend and or there any big plans for the weekend? I live in Dallas, I'm thinking about tailgating for the Cowboys game.
8 months ago
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