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waiting

waiting again, but the funny thing is I already feel like its not going to be the month. I pray every morning and every night, we bd 4 days straight and then a2 days later again. I told SO yesterday during dinner that I was not trying to be negative but I feel like its not going to happen this month. He said good, and he continued with maybe thats the way you feel and it might be a positive.
I get what he is saying but why would it be so easy, its not. I think that i am just trying to get through this month because we are going for IUI next month and I am ready for that. I am hopeful but I feel this wave of "haha yeah right its not going to work" over my head. its been 6 months since we started with the RE doc. and yes you should try to relax but i dont know how.

I feel super tired. DPO 4 or 5 idk anymore.

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