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AF should be here Saturday but possibly tomorrow. Idc when, tbh...I just want the cow to show so I can get back to my pill poppin' antics. I gotta say tho, for a natural cycle, what a sexy fucking chart! So glad I don't get my hopes up based on temps, I can't imagine crying every...fucking...BFN cycle. How exhausting!
Speaking of emo's...I hate Christmas and Christmas hates me. I'm not meant to decorate my porch. I have 5 - 9' strands of prelit pine garland for the rails. 1 of the 5 works perfectly. 1 works only while being shook, and the other 3 refuse to do dick. I plucked bulbs like they've never been plucked before...do u think anything would light up? No! Both thumbs and my side index are blistered. So I said "fuck it, I'll buy more". I go online to home depot. ..found an awesome 20' one I liked, outdoor and parallel circuit (one bulb blows, the rest stay lit)...awesome, I order 2 to be picked up. Lol! I pick em up in the lovely storm we had lastnite and leave em on the backseat of the truck, til today. I get B down for a nap and grab my lights...fucking indoor only. Normally I'd be pissed, not today, oh no-no...I'm ready to cry. Last time I cried over these damn Christmas lights, I was pregnant with Braelyn. I'm totally not pregnant, af is on her way, but wow is she fuckin' with my hormones today. I have zero patience for anything. Speaking of patience...wtf is up with all the pics of ultrasounds and bump shots in the hpts? Could ppl be any more inconsiderate? Congrats, u got pregnant, post ur pics on ur page like the rest of us! Congrats, u *think* ur pregnant even tho tests, bw, Dr's and u/s's disagree...fucking ppl. Ugh!

Yeah, probably shouldn't have journaled today...or came on here...bahhh!

Good luck, ladies! Chin up!! =))