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OB appt today at 2 EST. He will be confirming what I already know...it's done. I started bleeding like af yesterday late afternoon, no pain, no clots. By lastnite it was heavier. From midnite to 6am I filled an overnight pad front to back (they're over an inch thick) and still lost more when I stood up. It is pouring out of me...still no pain/cramping but clots are the size of nickels...so far. I know it's over. I can feel it in my heart. I almost don't wanna bother going to my appt becuz there's nothing he can do for me, and it's just wasted time that a woman who is actually pregnant can use. I never should've thought it would go any other way. Bleeding just doesn't end well for me. So I guess I wait. Wait for my appt, wait for the clots to get larger, wait for the pain to start and wait to do it all by myself. One more week is all I needed. Hubs is home next Monday...I don't wanna go through this alone. :'(

*Went to the ER as requested by my OB, took forever but got my answers. Beta on the 9th was 1100. 3+ on CBI on 11th so beta was 2600+. Today, 254. Uterus was completely empty, lining at 3mm. Ovaries look good, tubes are clear. I pretty much lost it right after the 3+ and levels started dropping from there. Awesome! :(
He gave me the all clear to try when ready. Structurally there is nothing wrong with me and my blood panel was "beautiful". Idk what I'm gonna do just yet, maybe NTNP. Idk. I go back Friday to pick up paperwork for one last draw to make sure they continue to decrease then I guess I'll cancel my dating scan.*