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AF finally over again

I think AF is finally going away today. I don't know why they've been longer than usual these past two times. Anyways, hubby still isn't quite ready for #2 anyway. And now I' starting to wonder if I even am... he just isn't helping me out very much and I'm getting SO exhausted doing everything myself this past year (almost year).... I get up at night with Tim (he's still not sleeping through the night, still waking up a couple times a night), I get him ready in the mornings and then myself, I take him to daycare, I work 9 hours, I pick him up from daycare, I feed him dinner, I give him his bath, I get him ready for bed, I give him his nebulizer treatments that were just started a few days ago due to a cough, then I put him to bed.... and there are nights I go without eating dinner because it has gotten too late (if I eat too late, I get nauseous in the middle of the night). And showers? Lucky if I get to twice a week!! It's just.... exhausting and frustrating. So... I can't imagine finding the time to take care of another baby right now.... seems we have some things to work out before we should have #2 =/