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RockerMama

Have I mentioned lately....

That I am excited?! I bet no one could tell. I am the master of stealth, for sure. But, I have to say, I am so flingin' flangin' excited!!

So far the clomid has been good. I have been slightly dizzy, but not bad at all. AF seems to have finally left, too. So good times! Now if only I could speed this month along.

My "suggested items" on Amazon is loaded with baby stuff, and I am seriously fighting the urge to browse. I have also had the free preview of a baby name book on my Kindle App for two months, but I won't buy it.

I am a planner. And a list maker. So not planning or listing is driving me nuts! But, I don't want to get ahead of myself. I don't know when, or honestly even *if*, I will get pregnant. And, I like to save all the exciting stuff for after. That isn't to say I haven't thought a lot about things... I don't have *that* good of self control! But I haven't started my Babies R Us wishlist yet.

I have, however, thought of how I would tell hubby, and how we would tell the kiddos and parents. We live near my parents, though his are states away. When we were trying for Bubby I came up with all sorts of creative ways to tell him. And then he brought my pregnancy tests after work, so I took one, it was positive. I walked out of the bathroom, handed it to him, and burst out crying. So much for the creative ideas. I might have ideas again this time, but chances are it will be about the same thing.

I do know, when we find out for sure, we will follow the same tradition of celebrating by buying a gender neutral newborn clothing. And after that I will have to pace myself, or everything will be done by 4 weeks!