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Disappointment

Well, I did it again. I got my hopes up - way up - for them only to come crashing down when AF showed up on Saturday. I had a day of spotting after I wrote my last journal entry, and it seemed to be classic implantation bleeding. But, it was obviously not since I got terrible cramps and relatively heavy bleeding the next day. I can only hope that I do actually learn my lesson this month.

Anyways, it's a relief in a way for a couple of weeks as I'm not obsessing 24/7 about this. Since there's no chance of being pregnant or getting pregnant right now, my mind sort of relaxes and I actually get some things done around the house and at work.

I'm starting to get worried that the further I am from stopping the pill, the more PCOS seems to be presenting itself. It makes me wonder if my cycles are going to get more irregular at some point. I've noticed I have more acne problems and stuff. Hopefully the eggs keep popping out! I know I should do better with diet and exercise. I need to get into a routine.

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