Closer to the end of my journey
I've been trying now for almost 3 years for baby no. 2. In that time I've had 3 early losses.
As I get closer to to my 45th birthday I feel the time is pretty much here to accept we have one beautiful amazing little girl and to embrace and accept what we have as a family.
I took a well earned break from testing and tracking this month. It has felt amazing. Enough of a destress to realise I need to pack it all away now.
I'm currently CD20 but I've felt increasingly pregnant last few days. My breasts being the biggest tell tale sign. Today they are excruciating. But I do think that the older I get the more the pms symptoms.
I've been testing last few days just because I *feel* something but honestly not holding much hope. Plus on an ordinary cycle this is ridiculously early to test, but since I don't know my dpo I thought I might as well try!
Anyway I think I see something! I mean it's there, it was there straight away. Doesn't look like an indent. I've had to tweek it for the photo as it wasn't picking it up, but in person it was obvious.
Let me know what you think. I've uploaded the image to my photos xx
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