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Secondary Infertility - Aged 35.
<-- These are the faces I make each time I get a
and each time ugly AF shows up. I watch people come and go, getting their BFP's, yet I am still waiting. It's been 29 long cycles, I am now on my 30th cycle. My partner is desperate for his own baby and I feel like every month I am letting him down.
I am a YouTuber, and in one of our live pregnancy test videos, he literally cried so hard. I hate seeing what this is doing to him, I hate not being able to do the only thing my body could do - only a few years ago.
I am going to be using this as a journal to blog my emotions, my symptoms and god willing, my very own
Thank you for reading. Looking for cycle buddies!
I have started a blog - www.waitingimpatientlyforourblessing.blogspot.com
Cycle 30 - BFN
Cycle 31 - Currently 1DPO
Cycle 32 (Letrozole & Trigger) - ?
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I'm 3DPO. As I suspected, I have crosshairs. My nipple tenderness is still there and I have a headache today. Temperature has risen a lot this time, so thats a great sign, it just needs to stay there. It feels good to have solid crosshairs this month, unlike last month when I had to over-ride my chart. I have definitely ovulated, no questions about it this month.
3 years ago • Post starter
7 DPO
- Exhaustion
- Frequent Urination
- Heartburn
- Warmer
- Vivid Dreams
- Cramps
- Diarrhoea
I've wrote more about it on my blog, with some photos. FF has scored me a whopping 77 points on the early pregnancy symptoms. BBT is on the up trend, visible on 63% of pregnancy charts. Fingers crossed I guess. I ''just'' feel different this cycle, I feel hopeful, but I also don't want to feel too hopeful and have my dreams shattered which has become normal for me - each cycle.
Also - IF I have conceived (eventually), I'll be due on my fiancé's birthday.
3 years ago • Post starter
8DPO.
Mild cramps
Still feeling warm (Heatings been off two days now)
Peeing frequently.
I see something on this test, I'm just not sure if it's an evap or not. I've also uploaded to the gallery for a clearer image, something is definitely there. (You can see the image bigger via the gallery).
3 years ago • Post starter
Aww, thank you! Is that the one where my fiancé goes off screen to cry?
How did you find my channel?
I kind of want to do a live test, but then I want to kind of wait for something more visible - because right now I'm questioning everything. This mornings IC has definitely dried like an evap, so it's made me question everything.
3 years ago • Post starter
Early pregnancy symptoms by day past ovulation
What signs and symptoms are most common on each day past ovulation?
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