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mcp422991

11/23/2015

Welp.

Still confused and still don't know if I'm pregnant.
Went to Big Bear over the weekend and I was pretty timid to do any of the fun activities my friends were doing since, tubing, snowboarding and sledding isn't prego friendly(just to be safe) and on top of that, I didn't feel like drinking but I didn't want to let the cat out of the bag (again, just to be safe).

Saturday morning at around 1-2 AM I woke up out of a dead sleep with this intense nauseous feeling and felt like I was going to throw up. I climbed over hubby and my stomach also hurt in a way that felt like I needed to have a bowel movement so I ran to the bathroom and nothing... no vomiting and no movement so I went to bed.

Like I stated in my previous entry, I have irregular periods so it could have come anywhere between Saturday the 11/21st to tomorrow the 24th. It's monday the 23 and I feel like my period is never going to come. (Wishful thinking.)

I feel slight cramps, nothing too painful. I also feel slight nausea, again nothing too serious.
I haven't thrown up or felt like I was going to, it's more of nervous/jittery type of nausea.

My boobs don't hurt anymore. They hurt for probably 5 days starting on November 12th up until the 17th.
No signs of boob/nipple tenderness or soreness anymore. They feel back to normal.

I was EXTREMELY bloated last weekend to the point where it was so painful to breath. I don't feel that as badly anymore. Still some bloating but nothing too serious.

I have noticed that my CM has decreased. It was plenty and creamy, now it's clear and wet. I've heard that women get more CM and it's milky/creamy, not wet and clear-ish CM. So I'm a little bummed out.

I'm having cramping/pulling/twinges right this moment. I can feel it on my cervix and it doesn't feel like an AF cramp but it's definitely something. I have a headache, I feel exhausted and sleepy. Dizziness started up today and I have very very mild heartburn (burping up my lunch).

A couple of nights ago, I was experiencing painful twinges in my left ovary and felt it more as I moved around in bed. It was a little tender to push on my left side but nothing too extreme but it was there!

No spotting (which is really weird since I ALWAYS spot a couple days before AF)
Don't want to be too hopeful but there's still a chance I'm still in the game!

Now, a tougher challenge is to wait to test, seeing as it's only my first month off BCP, I don't know of It'll come at the same time it was supposed to come if I was on the pill still.

I hate this waiting game!