Community post
The one time I didn't wanna be right...
Well, I woke up to a .4F temp drop, tests are next to white, cramping has started to pick up a bit, cervix is opening and spotting has begun (upon cervix check). Pretty sure I'm losing this one. I had a bad feeling from day one, something just didn't feel right and Idk how to describe it. Almost felt too good to be true, esp. so soon into TTC and with a new drug.
Tbh, I dont know how to feel right now, I've never been through this before. I was braced and ready for it when I saw the temp drop, but I guess I just had a hope in the back of my mind that it was cuz the window was open (I know better than that)...until I saw the tests. I never should've had that hope! I'm naturally a pessimistic person (kinda hypocritical considering I'm always telling people to "stay positive" and "chin up" and I cant even do it for my fucking self), so I always have the bad scenarios right up front and ready to play out...
Not sure what the new plan is, guess I'll just wait for the bleeding to start, call it CD1 and start round 2 of Tam. I'll probably stick with the same dose (this *is* me...so probably not), it worked once so there's no point in raising it just yet.
So I'm back...not that I ever really left!
Still wishing u all the best of luck....maybe dont drink the water.
32 Comments • 9 years ago
0
Pregnancy test calculator
Use this calculator to help you decide when to take your first home pregnancy test.
Comments
Sorry to hear that. I understand what you mean. Most of us are like that I think. We all tell everyone else to "keep their head up" or "think positive".. yet we can't do it for ourselves. Although, it's not going to be easy for you, it's refreshing and encouraging to hear you aren't giving up. Try your hardest to find a silver lining somewhere. Good luck and prayers to you!
9 years ago
6 Yrs TTC
MC last at 6weeks 
Ectopic at 6-7 weeks 
Early pregnancy symptoms by day past ovulation
What signs and symptoms are most common on each day past ovulation?
More Journal posts
More posts by dakotagurrl
