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miles from nowhere

3DPO is around that time when I feel like I'm on a highway in the Utah desert with no other cars around for what seems like days. Too late to go back, can't drive any faster, so I just have to keep going. But when I stop wondering when I will find a sign for the next exit--a restaurant, gas station, or really anything at this point--I realize how beautiful everything around me is. I'm getting to the point in this TWW that I'm able to just enjoy spending time with DH (except for when he's watching football and yelling and whooping at the tv ugh lol) While I would like to rewind and get in some more BD, we can't. And I would be a completely delusional moron if I thought there was even the slightest chance implantation had already happened and anything would show on a test. All this is to say the answer will come, but not today. We got in some good sessions, and my temps have calmed down to the point that CTP has graciously given me a cover line lol Usually it's about 97.6 and not as high as 98.15, but regardless I'm almost certain that I O'ed on CD 15 (FF says so too. Sometimes it and CTP don't match up and it gets confusing).

As for POAS, I'm still debating whether or not I want to test early. I'll be 1,000 miles away from DH yet again when AF is scheduled to arrive, so I may test the last day before I go back to school. If it's an early BFN I can always console myself with leftover Halloween candy and test again later. Probably best to wait though. Trying to stay hopeful without getting my hopes up too much, but I am feeling reasonably calm in this wait. Maybe the baby aspirin will make a difference, who knows. My "supplies" arrived on the doorstep yesterday, so fortunately I didn't have to seriously consider breaking and entering to retrieve them this time. Keeping that box taped up for as long as possible!!

Best of luck and lots of Baby Dust to all of you ladies! Hoping to see even more good news in your posts soon :-)

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