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ALL THIS HARD WORK REALLY PAID OF THIS MONTH!!!!!

Well I guess al this hard work really paid off this month. I am still in shock and was so sure I was out this cycle. This cycle I was taking soy isoflavones from CD 3-7 CD3-150MG CD4-200MG CD5-200MG CD6-200MG CD7-200MG my bottle says total soy isoflavone extract 50mg per one pill and total isovlavone 13.8mg AIE so I took 3 pills the first day and four till CD7 then stopped. Omega 3,6,9, and some Siberian Ginseng tincture 250mg a ml, prenatal vitamin, then started taking VITEX from CD10 till O day, and after O I am taking 100mg of pegestrone in the morning everyday since got that from my specialist. O and I would also alternate using soft cups some days and nothing the other days and I was using preseed witch I think helped a lot. I am putting this for my records so I can always come back to see what I did and maybe this will help others as well who knows:) Yesterday I was so frustrated and secretly upset I thought I was totally out this month and I was seeing all these BFP and wishing it was me and I was so mad at myself and my body thinking there was something wrong with it. I admit I was jealous seeing all those BFP's but also very happy for them too because I know they are where I am or they have waited a whole lot longer, and I feel horrible as a person to even think this way. God what's wrong with me. I know I haven't been keeping up on my chats on here to see how everyone is doing and I apologize I got so caught up in my own stuff its been crazy. So here I am pregnant 6 months of trying me and my DH couldn't be more happier just a bit scared because of my late term stillborns and they still didn't find a reason for that situation I have had four stillborns in the past 2 1/2 years last one was with twins for the people that don't know my story. I am going to do everything in my power to carry full term! You girls are the best and I will pray that you all will get your BFP. And for you girls that are frustrated I know how you feel and six months is nothing compared to girls that have been doing this for years I will think of you and pray you get that BFP. Baby Dust to all I will still be here though to see how everyone including my friends are doing and I am routing for that BFP!!GOOD LUCK GIRLS!!!!

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