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I'm too nervous to sleep!

AF did not arrive today. So tomorrow hold a lot of unknowns. Will I wake up red and miserable, or will I be able to test and get a BFP. Tomorrow I will be 4 days late, CD37, and possibly 17-18dpo. I've had cramping half of the day, and the later half really weird sharp shooting pains that felt like I was being shocked. The pain was from my lower right abdomen, and the pain would jolt all the way to my vaginal entrance. No freaking idea what those were, I had over a dozen of them, and they really hurt. Not fun. I'm afraid to go to sleep, because then I'm closer to waking up, and closer to the possibility of another let down (either from AF showing unfairly late, or a BFN), then all hope will gone until next month. But what if I did get pregnant, I had quite a few 800 milligram Motrin while I was suffering from horrible neck pain a couple of weeks ago, and had an alcoholic drink out with the girls this past Monday night, and what about the steroid cream I was prescribed for my hand eczema that I've been using? Now I'm a bit scared. And we've been eating horribly the last week because we're on vacation and eating on the go, I even missed my prenatal 2 or 3 days in a row. I'm sorry that I'm freaking out a bit. I'm afraid to say these things out loud to my family. I should try to sleep now, so I shall give it my best.

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