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Cycle 2.....

The whole month of April I was obsessing over PAOS. Every monmring I would wake up and take a test. Always a BFN. Come Saturday morning, AF wasnt there like it usually is, so I took a test, BFN!!! Well we were still optimistic. Nausea was in high gear that day. Cuddling on the couch watching our fav shows, I felt it. That bitch came!! I tried so hard to hold back the tears. He did too. He hugged me and I was crying with my face in his shoulder so he didnt know. He thought it was his fault. He seemed more upset then I was. But honeastly, I felt like my world just crashed down upon me. It sucked so bad. So this month, we are going to try again. And just hope for the best. And I am going to not obsess over every little symptom I get. And just wait to see if my AF is late before I take a test. Atleast try. I just want this baby so badly. I have never wanted anything so badly before.

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