I thought that I wouldn't get this low every cycle again this time around because I have my DD at home, but, honestly, I'm finding TTC so so difficult again. I feel so afraid that it's not going to happen for us again and i'm so so frustrated with my body. This looks like a failed Soy ISO cycle and i'm so worried that I'm causing more harm than good to myself by taking them but at the same time if I don't take them, I may not get pregnant. I just don't know.. Endometriosis is the devil. I don't even know whats going on in there, what if i'm covered in the stuff now and I"m just wasting time trying.
1 Comment • 29 days ago
I think everyone has that fear whether it be your first or second or even third. I just have this fear that it's going to take a long time. O didnt get married early enough to wait to have kids or wait to have a second. I'm 34 and if I want 1 or 2 more, it just can't take 4 years. Just give it time though. I'm trying not to freak out within this 1st year trying. I know even the healthiest of couples take a little time to get pregnant.
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